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Saturday, October 22, 2011

fever family

assalamualaikum..guten morgen alle...
nk citer,satu family ak demam..trmasuk ak..penangan gastric pain n lnggr tiang..tp kan skarang nih,ak cpt pening n salu jer pndgn gelap..kdg2 xsmpat cpai dinding or anything around,tetiba jer terduduk...td,dpn mama ak rebah..pehal nih wei..seram la plk...sakit tuh xde la sgt..just minor injury..ecewah,mcm mntk pnampo..k..saje tebiat nk ckp mama,adik dan abg ak demam..ak demam dot3 langgar tiang..trima kasih Allah kerana mengurniakan sakit sbg ubat penghapus dosa..love u la Allah..yeah2..(mlm2 buta tebiat)
Danke..^__^

nk blaja bhasa klate x??JUM

1. Agah = sombong
2. Aloh la = mengeluh
3. Bekok = bergurau
... 4. Bekwoh = kenduri,biasanya kenduri kawin
5. Bera = lari bertempiaran
6. Beso = biasa
7. Blana = banyak-kuantiti yg banyak
8. Blana-kokna = terlalu banyak
9. Blarok = berarak semasa majlis kawin
10. Bleber = berleter
11. Blengah = rasa tidak selesa-melekit
12. Blikat = bahagian belakang badan
13. Bojen = fesyen atau style rambut
14. Borak = semakin parah-sakit
15. Brehi = menyukai atau minat
16. Brembah = bergaduh- utk haiwan
17. Brona = membuat perangai-menangis
18. Brunga = berlari
19. Cakduh = mereka yg kurang kemas
20. Cakpuh-cakpuh = perbuatan melompat2
21. Cedung = bersawah
22. Cekak = larat
23. Cetong = gayung
24. Cok = cangkul
25. Cokek = mencucuk jari ke pinggang org lain
26. Cokoh = duduk
27. Colek = pencicah
28. Come-lote = terlalu cantik
29. Culah = liar,tidak jinak(haiwan)
30. Derak = keluar bersiar-siar
31. Dumoh = rumah
32. Ejas = memikat
33. Gege = bising
34. Glecoh = tergelincir
35. Glegaa = lantai
36. Gorek = pengasah pensel
37. Grentok = jambatan
38. Gubak = kedudukan yg terakhir
39. Hambak = mengejar
40. Hudoh-banga = sangat hodoh
41. Igak = tangkap
42. Itee-lege = terlalu hitam
43. Jelo = terlebih
44. Jenero = tertido
45. Jerik = menangis
46. Jet = perbuatan menendang
47. Jolo = betul
48. Jula = dahan pokok
49. Kalar = pensel warna
50. Kale = pensel
51. Kekoh = gigit
52. Kelik = balik
53. Kemah-kemim = ikatan yg terlalu ketat
54. Kerah-kejun = kaku
55. Khenak = membuat jahat
56. Kicik = membuang air besar tidak sengaja(sedikit)
57. Kore = sejenis alat utk memarut kelapa
58. Kube-lembe = berselerak
59. Kuca-bara = berselerak
60. Kura = menconteng
61. Lak’eh = tidak bermaya
62. Lorak = melakukan kerja kelam kabut(nak cepat)
63. Manis-letin = amat manis
64. Masem-purik = amat manis
65. Masin-perak = amat masin
66. Meroh-mere = merah padam
67. Meroh-nyalo = merah yg sgt terang
68. Meta = sekejap
69. Mokte = rambutan
70. Mongek = pembonceng motosikal
71. Mulo = masa lampau
72. Nacar = terlajak
73. Ngelik = mengelak dari sesuatu
74. Ngenkok = menyenkeh
75. Ngolek = gelecek bola
76. Nyetok = kejang
77. Pahit-lepe = terlalu pahit
78. Panah-cen-cen = amat panas(cuaca)
79. Parok = parah
80. Pekong = membaling sesuatu
81. Perik = serik
82. Pitih = duit
83. Prange = tempat letak ikan utk dibakar
84. Puteh-lepuk = amat putih
85. Ralik = berkhayal atau mengelamun
86. Rekngan-napun =ringan sangat
87. Repih = mematahkan
88. Royak = beritahu
89. Samah = 50 sen
90. Sengonti = betul-betul(tidak tipu)
91. Sokmo = selalu
92. Suloh = dahi yg luas
93. Sumbak = tertekan
94. Tawa-leba = tawar
95. Tebolah = cuai
96. Tiok = menangis
97. Tok rok = tidak larat
98. Trembe = benda yg tergantung tp tidak kemas spt baju
99. Tubik = keluar
100. Turik = sakit telinga akibat bunyi bising

are u addicted towards victoria secret??


assalamualaikum,
korang ponah dongar x brand victoria secret...ak doh lamo doh dgr...sobonarnyo,eden nih duk terkinja2 la nk jgk beli VS nih..mklum la taste ak tnggi tp duit kosong..yillek..org cckp gedik tp xde duit..so,laaa nii,cheq nk pomot la skit satu brg dri VS nih...klu nk tau,VS nih femes diklgn stewardessessss,artis2,n etc..ak pon xtau sape lg pkai..klu korang yg jnis xthu apa VS nih,pegi google search,pstu type Victoria secret..dia pon kuar..xkuasa nk explen sbb mls gila nk menaip..so,alkisahnya,den nk tlg kakak den jual bnda nih..VS nih wangi,siyes...klu ak ada duit xtra,da lama ak rembat,dsbbkan xde duit la,ak putih mta tlg kakak ak jual bnda nih...its kinda lotion yer..a very999,huh gila btul,byk very,...very sedap bau yer...siyesly,ak nk sgt tp xde duit..hah,laki msti kata,podah,tuk pmpuan watpe..erk..kau pon pkai VS ker???wah..gila mntp..=.=''...siyesly,its soooo wangi..ak sbnrnya xpenah pon bau lg..tp dri cra kakak ak duk crite,wangi la kot..penah nek flight???ouh,klu xpenah,nnti,wat keje gila sket...pegi cium bau stewardess tuh..duk sblh dia smbl tlg greet another passenger..lps tuh knpem kena tibai..tp kdg2 xyah g dkt,2km pon da bau..har,bau dia cmtu la..btw,nih mmbe den la yg crite..most stewardess prefer VS sbb ala2 celebrity giteww...=.=''...xpela,tnggu ak keje la..br dpt bli bnda2 mhl..ak pkai bhn semulajadi jer..nk wangi,letak ros bwh ketiak..gila bhai.ahahha...just kddg2..wokey...itu sja..berminat dgn lotion nih???so,apa lg,pegi trjah blog akk aku,tnye dia..ouh,klu nk tnye ak pon bleh jgk..dun wori..ni blog dia
ummi r

nok beruboh tp x beruboh skmo

assalamualaikum..sero supo nk kecek klate..xthu la bkpo..ambo sero nk luah kok klate...dlu ambo skmo duk oyap,nk uboh dri..xse doh pkai sluar jean..pigap,koho ligat pkai loni..tp lps dgr ustz azhar idrus duk oyap pkai xpo..tp yg pntg,xmnmpkkan aurat dan tbuh bade..ambo nih duk kalut piki..godio la hok dio mksdkan xnmpk aurat...so lg,nok suko0 timne dio oyap,kalu xleh pkai jeans,mknanya,xleh pkai jgop la baju dale ngen spender..ak suko selok..xseko dio oyap gtu...pah,duk miki mula,yolo jgop hok dio oyap tuh..po gapo mnusia nih...xthu pcuk pngkal,tibo2 tubek fatwa sndri,xleh pkai jeans la,xleh pkai bla2 la..tuh loni,bilo ore ak xknl tibo2 tgur ak psl islam,klu ak xthu butir dri dio..ak wat bodo jah..baso nk laye..buke gapo...ak nih sene cayo kokre..so,bilo jd gtu,pah ceroh la keno tipu kokre..pah so lg,ak respek sungguh la ustz azhar nih..dio open minded..xgilo populariti..n kindly ak kecek,byk hok ak bc n dgr ttg islam nih,byk hok tubek tlingo kiri..sbb,ak loni jd lbih brhati2 n ssh nk cayo n respek kokre..tp,dea ak respek,meme ak respek betul..ak korek cari smpai ak puah aty..

ustz azhar nih,sumer persoalan hok ak nk tnye,meme dio jwb perfect la..n satu lg,kebetule bokali,ado soale hok aku nk tnye,pah dale vid dio tuh,ada soale tuh..meme ak tabik la,sbb memenuhi khndk soale ak..

so,buleh kato ambe lego la dgr dio oyap psl jeans tuh..pstu,aurat wanita n mcm2 lg..alhamdulillah,ill look forward for another changes...ambe br nk bruboh dri yg kurng baek kearah koho baik..hrp2 la buleh la kkl..xse la nnti,ore duk kato ak hpkrit,skjp on,skjp off..erkk..xsoh duk piki gu lain..mksd ambo nih adlh,ambo kdg2 on handguard,kdg2 xpkai..tp sumer bju lenge pnje..xmain la lenge pendek nih..ko bkal tok laki jah..tp mitop hok readers nih,doa lah ko ambo..mugo2 ambo dpt permanently pkai handguard....sarung kaki pon loni acak kali doh pkai..kdg2 jah kalu sero lain mace..trpksa buang..mksdnyo tme nk g jambe la...buke apo adik kakok,tkt tubek jd lembap..kalu basoh gak,busuk la kaki ambe..doh la xnikoh lg..lamo kea keno cok kokre lain,pengotor..hrp adik kakok pehe la...hehehe..

gni la blako..marilah kito samo2 beruboh kearah kebaike...buke gapo,kito nih manusia akhr zame doh..denge kato mudohnyo,xlamo doh nk kiamat,bwk sedar dri la blako...ingt bilo2 maso jah kito buleh mati..jange duk agah sgt ingt lmbt lg nk mati n kiamat...hor bereh la..letih ambe naip n bobel..pigap,tkot xmsuk sikit abok jah..xpola,ambe pehe..uboh dri slow2 pon doh mujo..ko guano gu kito..^__^

tq for reading...xphm???erk...xdpt nk tlg..hahahha...klu xphm,just tulis apa yg x phm kt komen..insyaAllah,ambo translate ye...hehehehehhe

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

sakit itu ubat penghapus dosa

assalamualaikum
emmm...hai...alhamdulillah,sakit xsmbuh2,smakin truk...migrain dtg...tp gastric pain x trok sgt n xdela sakit sgt pon...bdn stat pns..bibir semakin bengkak dan seksi...dahi smakin mnjd ikan flowerhorn...hmmm..xpe2..ak prlu sbr dan byk doa kt Allah,kerana ak thu,bnda nih adlh ubat pnghapus dosa2 aku yg dlu..skarang br ak sdar,Allah nk ak rsa kesakitan di dunia..haih..tp sakit tuh mmg mcm trok jer...huhu...xpe la..sakit nih smntra jer..yg aku pling sakit skarang nih adlh sakit kt gusi...bibir ak bengkak jd tebal sebelah..apekesengal sgt la bibir ak nih..yela,luka dia besar la jgk kt bibir...bengkak belah dlm,tp kt luar ada luka..hehehe...xnk jmpa doktor sbb xtrok sgt ponnnnnnnnnnnnnn....ngaku jela tkot kannnnnn..hahhaahha...so???k la...ak mmg xleh ckp,sakit woo..tp mkn bleh plk..apekesengalnye..hahahaha..eh,doa ak cpt smbuh yer readers...tq for reading..

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

accident

assalamualaikum...
huhu...sakit,pedih,derita,ngilu dan bermcm2 lg..amboi gedik noks..hahaha..bkn ler..siyesly,ak tgh sakit...sakit btul k..emm...nih la akibat xdgr ckp mak pak,prngai mntk pnampo jer..org suh exercise kt luar umah,duk gedik2 nk exercise dlm umah..ekekke...biasalah,dah lama tebiat nk mrasa exercise dlm umah...last2 hampeh...

smalam,hujan lbat pd wktu ptg,so,xkuar joging...ak pon maen la sekor2 dlm blik..main aerobik yer..bkn maen pape...jgn nk ngengada piki plik...lempang br taw..tgh sodap2 aerobik tuh,eden somput sbb exercise non stop for almost 15 minit...hekeleh,exercise 15 jer,nk kecoh..kannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...hahha...bkn la..ak cpt ltih sbb 2 hari xmkn sbb food reflux dkt stomach..so,klu mkn mmg mostly munth..so,ak decide nk tenangkan perut la kononnya,so,tetiba cam xleh blah,gedik2 nk aerobik dlm blik...pergh,mn x smput awl..perut ksong,bdn letih,muka xlrt...xde energy...so,secara kesimpulannya,aku gedik nk exercise..hehehehe..

so,bila da benti awl,mmg ckp dlm aty,smbung skit lg..so,smbung lg 15 mnit..n mkin smput..otak da xleh nk interpret mn aerobik,mn dancing n etc..adoii...torai duduk...duduk plk cangkung..aiyoyo...apekebengeng ak nih...so,dduk dkt 5 mnit..try dri,n outcome dia sgt la awesome...ak dri jer,tros hitam pndgn..hahahaha...lpstu,tetiba jer rsa ada org tolak dri blakang,n ak pon tersungkur kehdpn..time tuh kt dpn ak ada tingkap yg berjeriji besi...mmg fuhlamak sgt la kannnnnn...knape??sbb habis muka aku terhantuk laju..sbb klajuan ak mlnggr jeriji tuh sgt la laju..kau hadoo???adoii..ayat nih da jd satu trend..tp xkesah,nk tru gak..:P

mmg tme kena,ak xsedar lngsung,ak berdiri tuh siyesly,pndgn gelap jer..ingt aku jtuh keblkang,rupanya kdpn..so,bila lnggr jeriji..semua maknenek yg kt muka ak nih pon trut trluka..uwaaaaaaa...tiba2 mncul satu bengkak yg mama ckp besau gihler...ohoi...besau smpai sparuh dahi kanan bengkakk wooo..sedappp...nk smbhyg mmg lg sedappppppp...mmg msa nk sujud,nangis2 ak...sbb sedap gler...uhuk2...ahah,lpa nk citer...msa ak kna,ak ingt dlm tme 6.30 gtu....ak thu tme bila ak kna sbb before brdiri,ak tgk jam n decide nk g mndi...ak sedar dri pengsan ak tuh pkul 7..ak pengsan btul taw..xde sape taw...sbb ak knci pntu..so,mmg sadis la..nseb bek pengsan kjp..sedar tuh,rsa pedis kt dahi...pegang2,ada cop mohor..ohoi...sakit woo...da la bengkak tuh kaler merah campur biru..apekebendanya kaler xleh blah cmtu..hehehhee...nk tnjuk xbleh,sbb bngkak tuh dkt ngn rambut..mls r nk edit...n satu lg..nseb bek gigi ak xpatah...ak sedar gusi ak luka besar gila..mmg mcm kna ulser..tp ulser kaler putih an2..nih kaler luka???=.=''....kaler dia mcm org trcabut kulit..merah mnyala..gusi n gigi dpn plk tuh..da r gigi arnab ak..nseb bek ko kuat..klu patah,mmg rongak la noks...

bgn2,pegng tmpt sakit,mmg mkn drh la kannnnnnn...sbb gusi mmg minor bleeding jer pon..tp rsa sakit n ngilu sgt2 la..lps tuh,sedar trus try ingt cmne leh kna,ingt2 lpa jer..mklum la,kpala da trhntuk..huk2..lps tuh,pegi tnds..kumur2,mndi..mmg sakit la..hnya Allah yg thu...minor injury tp mmg klu ak still xsdar,knpem spital dah..nk cuci muka,nk amek wuduk,nk solat...nk jln..smua bnda jd sakit n xleh wat...mata dh smakin glap..adoii..nk ajk mama g klinik,tp minor injury je kott..so,xyah lg la..klu sakit still xrecover within smnggu nih..br decide g kottttttt....hehhee...skarang bdn ak pns..mama pegang td n kata mcm nk demam..haih..nih la,akibat gedik nk exercise n trlalu taksub nk krus..ko tgk apa jd..habes satu bdn sakit..mmg nanges msa tnjuk kt mama...mama n abah pnyer la gelaak...tepuk2 lg..bila ak citer..tuh la,akbat xreti nk dgr ckp mama..hehehe..korang2,len kali,sblm exercise kena mknnnnnnnnn,xyah nk diet bgai,ak xdiet k..ak siyes xleh telan mknn sbb stomach reflux...gastric pain ak mkin mnjd..mngada btul...mama pon beli bubur..yeay..alhamdulillah,lps trhntuk tuh,perut leh plk mkn..mengada jer...

luka dkt gusi dpn mmg msih bengkak...dahi xsah duk habaq la,mcm ikan flower horn da ak tgk...sakit kepala area kanan,dkt dgn bengkak..sakit blakang dkt spinal cord n bdn jd lemah....pdhl da bleh trima mknn..now,gastric pain xrsa sgt..yg sakit la nih adlh kpala den n gusi..n dkt area ats gusi bwh hidung,ada kesan luka disebabkn trhantuk tuh,luka tuh xde trok sgt sbb luka tuh link dgn gusi..so,sentuh sakit...ohoi...sabo jela...xpe,sakit nih ak thn..sbb ak thu,ada hikmah..hehehe..

ok..karangn upsr sy tmat..tenkiu kerana mmbaca..^___^

Monday, October 10, 2011

love,passion and study

assalamualaikum readers
emm...sbnrnya br lps bc entry psl sorang blogger nih..dia nih sma umur ngn ak,which is 19 la kannn,tp yg bestnyer,dia da kawen..heeeeeeeee...Alhamdulillah,dia xnk byk2 wat dosa,so,dia pon mntk ngn parent dia,and guess wat??its approved..Ya Allah,msti hepy hdup dia..sbb bnda yg dia impikan comes true..with the guy she loves lg..haih..ntah knape ak jd sayu..well,truly speaking,ak dlu pon penah piki nk kawen with my ex..tp jdoh kami xpnjg...sbb apa???mama n abah disapprove and also byk tentangan dr plbgai phak..kakak2 ak mcm ok jer..tp parent la..lgpon my ex da keje,so he can afford me rite??tp ntah knape,parent ak still disapprove,hncur lluh hati ak..n guess what,penah trpiki nk kawen lari jer..tp ak msih waras n xnk jd ank drhaka smata2 demi cnta,mmg la kita mngkn nmpk kgmbraan kita nnti,tp bhagia x kita bila parent xska,n maybe dorang siap mocking n sumpah mcm2..SubhanaAllah,ak xnk...

same goes to my ex,dia xnk ak mmbelakangkan kluarga demi dia..so,dia snggup tarik dri..aku trkilan sbb xsngka,bnda bleh jd cmni..n lg trkilan,dsbbkan trlalu tksub ngn cnta luar nikah nih,ak abaikan plajaran ak,ak xfokus blaja time asasi,ak asyk fiki psl dia,lpa kluarga sbb nk bg tmpuan dkt dia..br skarang ak trpiki,dia tuh suami ak ker??dia tuh mahram ak ker??dia tuh org yg bkal iring ak ke syurga ke??mmg xslh piki,n dua kali ak bgn istikharah smata2 nk thu btul ker dia jdoh ak..n dua kali tuh jgk,aku nmpk dia dlm mmpi ak,tp bila ak pegi dkt dia,dia lari dr ak..apa ptnda tuh??dia jdoh aku??atau smntra jer??SubhanaALlah,once ak dh sdar,ak cpt istighfar n cpt2 bgn solat sunat taubt.

kami stat kapel lps sebulan ak jd asasian dkt uitm pncak alam..n ak sgt jht tme tuh,ak kapel 2 org dlm satu masa..sbb apa??sbb ak bnci laki tme tuh..dlm otak,nk permainkan org jer keje ak..tp kuasa Allah,ak jtuh cnta btul2 dgn ex ak tuh,so ak decide clash dgn sorang lg..xnk dia sakit aty ngn ak..yg sorang lg tuh sama tua ngn ak..tp yg ex ak tuh tua sdikt dari ak..k,ak syg gler2 kt dia tme tuh..klu bleh,nk benti asasi smata2 nk jd istri dia,nk fokus kt dia,n mcm2 lg..dia pon jnji,akn sara ak,mnyayangi ak n etc..so,ak apa lg..mntk ngn mama..tp xckp lg yg ak dh berpunyer,ak berkias dlm mmnta la..so,mama disapprove..sokay..ak nekad,lps abes sem 1 asasi,ak nk mntk lg..so,ak xfokus stdy..n result ak trok kot..dpt 3 lebih jer sem1..tme tuh,mcm org gila ak nanges..n tmbh sakit hati,ex ak xnk ak blakangkan famly,dia snggup lari ke brunei...bkn lari sbnrnya,tp dia mntk tkr keje kt sana...Ya Allah,ak nanges lg..see,sbb laki yg bkn lagi jd mahram ak,ak nanges??wth..haih..bila ingt blik..rsa nk hempuk kpala kt dnding..

dkt semnggu ak nanges dgn result,dgn pelarian dia dri ak lg n mcm2 lg..siyes,lps kapel nih,ak rsa family ak annoying..haih..trok kan ak??well,mama n abah btul dlm mmbimbing kami..dia xnk ank2 trjebak dlm cinta luar nikah..dats y dorang disapprove..phm x mksd ak??sbnrnya ak pon xphm..alah,buat2 phm jela..yg pling sbak,time dia kol ak,ckp dia dkt klia,nk pegi brunei??ak pon mcm,ouh ok..sbb ak thu,dia slalu jgk outstation,biasa pegi jepun,s'pore,london n mcm2 lg.so,ak x kesah la..tp yg pling sakit aty,lps smnggu kt sna,br dia kol n ckp,abg stay sni slama 6bln..ak pon mcm cuak..pehal plk..dia ckp dia da tkr keje..so,ak pon ltak fon n xlyn dia..see,bersungguh btul dia nk larikan dri dari ak..so,ak cuba piki positif n piki dlm hati,dia xde pape dgn ak lg..knape ak nk sedih n nanges..so,ak pon ckp,klu abg btul2 xnk iqa dh,lets decide..dia pon snyap..for almost 10 minutes kot,tme tuh dia dkt s'pore,outstation..dia ckp,im so sorry,doesnt mean to hurt u,tp abg rsa,kita mmg ptot separated..ur family disliked me very much...so,kt stu ak dh nmpk,smada dia pngecut atau dh ada pmpuan lain n mcm2 yg ak piki..smuanya negatif..lps tuh,ak trus ltk..n siyesly,spnjg kitorang kapel,ak jrg kol dia..so,klu ak kol sket,knpem dia byr blik..n lps tuh,mmg ak xkol n dia pon sma..

mmg stiap wktu ak nanges n keep crying waiting for him..time tuh rsa frust gila la,da la kna tnggl ngn pkwe,parent ak plk still mrh sbb dorang dpt thu sblm ak exam final..lg la bengang...hehehe..so,ak pon decide nk join dinner commttee utk asasian..well,siyesly,ak jd busy gler..k fine,exaggerate skit..tp bila busy,kita xingt sgt dh kt dia..ak pon mula fokus balik dgn stdy,xnk ingt pape dh..sdih kemain la sgt..prangai mcm hantu jgk..so,org xpasan knape ak jd cmni..tme tuh,ak dh xkntek sgt ngn dia..dia pon mmg xkntek ak lngsung..pergh,lg sadis...

and alhamdulillah,rsult sem 2 bttr than sem 1...tp still sdih sbb mnyesal knl ex ak..tp dlm msa yg sma,ak thu,Allah nk uji ak..tp nk wat cmne,ak klh dlm percaturan hdup..tp Allah still bkak pntu rzeki kt ak,dia kasi ak pluang kdua buat asasi..its kinda fun sbb dpt bergaul dgn org lbih muda dri i..hehe..well,ak skarang bkn 19 tp 18..mwahaha..wateva..tp rsa mcm mmpi jer bnda2 tuh..sbb ak rasa,ak bodoh sgt2..Ya Allah,terima kasih sekali lg n insyaAllah,pluang kedua nih,ak gnakan sbaik2nya..tq mama n abah sbb xprnh ptus2 doa agar acik brubah kmbali..n kmbali ke pngkuan asal..mebi tme duk palam,ak culture shock,tmbh plk jeles tgk mmbe yg da kapel lg..so,rsa nk torai..tp habuk pon tarak..podah..haha..tp biarlah bnda nih jd satu knangan kt aku...n also iktibar..May Allah always Bless me..

Sunday, October 9, 2011

zina

Akibat Bercinta Sebelum Kahwin
Nafsu sungguh jahat, syaitan amat menipu
Di akhir zaman ini ramai orang berkahwin,
... berkenal-kenalan dan bercinta-cinta lebih dahulu
Sebelum berkahwin, di waktu bercinta
semuanya indah-indah belaka
Tidak ada yang susah, tidak ada masalah
Semuanya baik walaupun jelek,
sekalipun menyusahkan, tapi indah
Di masa itu kentutnya pun wangi,
peluhnya pun harum mengalahkan atar
Tapi setelah berkahwin, tidak sampai setahun,
tiga bulan sahaja, yang dahulu bukan masalah
sekarang masalah
Dahulu yang busuk berbau harum,
sekarang yang harum berbau busuk
Sekalipun atar pilihannya yang dipakai
namun baunya menyakitkan
Dahulu yang diminta perkara susah bukan masalah,
sekarang yang mudah satu kewajipan pula
dianggap masalah
Dahulu cinta itu dirasakan sampai kesudah,
rupanya sebelum separuh jalan, punah
Dahulu yang jahat pun dianggap baik,
sekarang yang baik dianggap jahat
Betapalah yang jahat,
terasa berpuluh-puluh kali jahat dan menyusahkan
Perang mulut pun mula terjadi,
masing-masing menunjukkan sikap bermusuhan
Kadang-kadang tidur pun berasingan
atau tidur membelakang
Dahulu marahnya pun indah,
sekarang senyumnya pun pahit macam jadam
Masing-masing bawa diri,
izin-mengizin sudah tiada lagi
Makin bertemu perang menjadi-jadi,
makin berjumpa makin benci-membenci
Akibatnya apa sudah terjadi pada suami isteri ini?!
Kedua-duanya pergi jumpa tuk kadhi
minta cerai katanya jodoh sudah tidak ada lagi
Begitulah kesan cinta dahulu sebelum kahwin
Indahnya dan manisnya sudah habis
barulah diijabkabulkan

(Sdikit rgksn: ingatlah,.. yg indah itu bknlah yg mnis semuany,..& yg sggup brkorkn bknlah setia semuany)

Thursday, October 6, 2011

shopping??

assalamualaikum..ada org tnye ak..hg ska shopping ktner wei..ouh,ak jwb,ak ska shopping dkt brg cntik n murah...n dia trpegun jap..await??ak ska shopping dkt psr mlm..sbb leh negotiate..tp kdg2 ak bli jgk bju dkt branded store cma jrng sbb klu beli pon abah n mama msti ada skali...well,i prefer to buy by my own..br syok..hhehehe.bli blouse n bju dri siam made..wpon kurang berkualiti tp murah..apa brg bhai klu pkai bnda sama..lgpon xdak org thu bnda tuh branded ke x..haha..bkn nyer bleh lcut bju tuh pstu tnjuk yg aku pkai bju branded..podahh...xyah duk wat pelik la..

aku ska bla tgk org yg simple dlm dressing...tdung pkai ttup dada..pfftt...sejuk mata mmndng..klu ak jd laki,dh lma wat bini..mwahaha..sengal tol..k la..saje nk merapu tghari cenggini..dh lama tebiat..haha:p

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

jodoh?/

assalmualaikum..
just trfikir something..sape la jodoh ak..mcmn la rupa dia??iman dia cmne??akhlak??
keikhlasan dia menyayangi ak..haih..mcm2 duk piki..bila duk ingt,xlama lg turn ak plk..ecece...podah..calon pon xde lg..xpe la kiah,teman mahu redy..kang tiba2 dpt thu,dh ada yg merisik..haha..geli geleman plk..mcm la ada org nk kt ak yg kureng nih..

ak rsau la..ak tkot pisang berbuah 4 kali..ak tkot,bila ak start syg dia,ak yg trsngkur nnti..haih..menci btol la klu ada prasaan curiga..bkn pe..manusia nih kdg2 xbrpegang pd jnji...nih yg rsa nk cepuk nih..

haih,bila tringt blik kata2 ex ak,rsa nk g jmpa dia dpn,pstu tmpr dia..ntah kenapa la jd geram dkt smua ex2 ak...ak sndri pon gram ngn dri ak..haih..da la..mls nk citer..yg pnting,ak xnk kapel lama2,tunang pon xnk lama2...yg pnting nk cinta2 lps kawen..br masyuk beb..yeah..

Monday, October 3, 2011

my personality enhance myself

assalamualaikum...just finish up my personality test...these are some of myself n absolutely true bout it..

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
a true colour of mine..mwahaa.;.yes,i will observe before make a decision..how bout u guys??

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
am i??well,my ex know bttr...:)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
my opinion:yes,but every single things i think bout him...he's getting far away from me..n i have to decide on myself by get rid of him..:)..insyaAllah,i will met a right person...i will stop love people who currently doesn't love me..:)

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
my opinion:i wont let he go..flirting just the way i am expressing my love to him..he sees my flirting way is interesting n good enough..seductive shows how i concern bout his love to me..however,i am still not met my true love yet..

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
my opinion:yes and of course..without knowledge,i might get hurt...people will look down on me..that's why i prefer a man who's more valuable and success than me..:)

The right job for you:


You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
my opinion:yes and absolutely truly..really dont know how to achieve it..T___T

How do you view success:


You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
my opinion:insyaAllah..medical field are tough enough..but,if there's a will,there's a way rite...


What are you most afraid of:


You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
my opinion:yes..i should do that...

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
my opinion:yes..i find myself always trapped in dilemma with some sorts of probs...it kinda annoying since i never had it before..but,help other people out really enjoying..

another test..:)

1.You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

2.You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

3.You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

4.Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

5.Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking

massive personality of mine...every single things of comments really make sense..its apart of me..yeah,im childish,but im strictly a woman now..my boyfriend a.k.a my future hubby would find me as an interesting person...:)..

wanna try make ur personality??clickk this my personality

good luck adikku


assalamualaikum..just nk wish good luck adikku,wan muhamad firdaus bin wan muhamad sabri..do the best in ur exam..da la ak kna wat bekfest tuk dia esk..n duk trgedik2 onlne...mama suh ak jg pmknn dia..pooodah..tme ak xm dlu xde smpai camni..tp xpe..ak kakak yg sgt2 baik..ceit..wtv...ok2...smoga ALlah permudahkan urusanmu whai adikku..:)

knape kmkn??

assalamualaikum..
rmai mmbe2 ak tnye..blaja kt mn act ak nih...ok2..since rmai yg still confused...ak blaja kt kolej mara kuala nerang...which is,ak sdg blaja blik foundation..so what klu ak blaja blik..alkisahnya camni,ritu,lps intrview kpt,ak apply bodo2 jer unikl nih..x expect dpt sbb dia currently amek freshy spm...so,ak xrely too much on it..nk dijadikan citer...br jer blik dri pasar ngn mama..a call receive n guest what,she's from unikl..she ask wether ak nk tak trima..eh,of kos..sape yg xnk bila ada 2nd chance rite..so,aku pon dgn bngga..trima..podah...haha..trima kol hari jumaat..ahad dh kna reg..cam haram jer...brg2 pon xsmpt nk bli...da la..abah x antar ak dftr..luckily ada aunty ak yg duk penang..klu,jd ank trbuang la ak..ceitt...bengom btol..haha..

act,foundy nih just sbg backup,in case,ak xdpt kos yg ak apply under uitm..n mmg kuang hasam la uitm..ada ke dia tolak ak mnth2..thu la,result ak xscmrlang mn..tp yg ak grm,mmber ak yg cgpa rndah dri ak pon dpt kos tuh..alahai,xpela..ak redho..just nk express xpuas aty jer..sbnrnya dh lma sejuk..sja nk bkin havoc..sengal kan..mwahaha..

act,ak dpt upsi..tp ak tlk..sbb kos yg ak dpt mcm harem..tanak ckp..malu..lps tuh,mama suh proceed..siyes,msa 1st gi kmkn,reslt agk trok..sbb xikhlas blajo..haha..lps dpt thu reslt dgree,tros,bljo btol2...nseb bek byk carry mark ak ats 40..klu x,mmg naya ak..sob4..sbb ak maen n xbljo..byk maen..

bkn xnk g upsi,tp rsa x brbaloi..hehe..biarlah ak rugi stahun..at least,ak dh try yg trbaik...do pray for me k...ak dh try yg trbaik time final..cuak jgk la..sbb byk xknfiden jwb ritu..T___T...da la,ak aja org,last2,ak fail,org yg ak aja dpt full mark..sbb ak tdo je mmanjang tme xm..mwahahaha..bgn2 da kna submit..sengal gler..rsa malu sgt2..yela,lps thu reslt tuh,tros nangis2,slhkan krts soklan..bengom ke hape ak nih..dri yg slh,nk tduh bnda lain yg slh...kuang hasam kan ak..btw,to side subjct jer taw...nseb bek 5%..tp tuh pon ak rsa byk..sob...T_________T

Ya Allah,kw permudahkan lah urusanku..berikanlah ak kejayaan yg stimpal dgn usaha ak...:)..to my reader,doakan ak yer..rsau sgt3 ngn result..T__T

derma darah yg tragis

assalmualaikum
act,bnda nih dh jd lma...mean 3 weeks ago.tp bruises still ada...msa drma,ak br lps men futsal..pstu,lps men trus g lunch n proceed g drma drh..dgn bsuk2,ak g drma..tkot xsmpt..podah..alsn..so,ak pon pergi la dkt area dwn kuliah...msuk,check berat,ambek drah n ak jnis drh o postive..luckily..hehe.proceed measure bp...pstu,normal n proceed amek bekas n bnda yg prlu la...luckily,this is my 1st time..so,cuak n happy..hehe

on the same time,gadoh ngn dak laki yg msa ak men futsal,dia jd ref..dh la unfair..sepak jgk krang...duk perang mlut,...geram gler..ada ker dia mngata ak..well,rmai thu,ak mmg suka cari gado ngn boys..wtv..lps tuh,gado ngn dia tmpt nk tdo,katil tuk drma..apa ke punyer sengal mamat tuh...xde mruah ke hape..baek2 ak nk dduk,dia pegi dduk dlu..ish2..geram gler..rsa nk cepuk...dh la pnggil ak nnek..apa ke tua sgt ke ak nih..hekeleh,klu stakat tua stahun,celah gigi jela bro..sengal na mmpus..

dh,mls nk citer..wat sakit aty jer..pstu,within 3 min,pack drah ak da penuh..amacm,pro x ak..ceit..xsngka la tros penuh...lps tuh,kna bebel ngn nurse sbb x gtaw dia yg br lps main futsal...lps tuh,bkn nk kasi ubat pon...bgos jgk..skali dia kasi ubat gain weight..hampeh ak..xmrasa jeans saiz br..hehe..

lps 2 hari drma..ak br pasan,ada lebam besar gler nek kt skitar lengan..i thought effect bnda2 cmtu,mean drma drh..tp bila tnye mmbe2..dorang ckp,dorang xde pon..perghh..ak da cuak..sbb lps smnggu,tgn ak xleh grak..sntuh dkt bruises tuh,sakit doe...ak apa lg..na nangis pn ada...mmbe ak pon suggest,letak ais..biasalah,org degil n mls...bkn reti nk phm bhasa..org tuh ak la..so,xingt lngsung nk ltk..yg ak thu,tnjuk kt org,yg ak tgh skit..hahaha..so,mmbe ak yg brnama puteri td salu je gtaw 'akak,ltak la ais'..ak tnjuk degil ak,tanak2..asal la sengal sgt ak nih..

luckily,ada satu hari,aku vomit n migrain..mmg rsa cam dua dh berakhir..ceit,podah..so,apply g spital...once pegi,rsa da xnk pegi..siyes,MA dia cam hape...klu MO xpe jgk,nih xpdn ngn MA..brlgk gila..rsa nk cepuk jer..ada ke ptot...xgtaw ak kena amek no..pstu,bila ak tnye bila,dia wat dunno..thu la ak xlawa...kw jer yg hnsem yer whai abg MA..rsa nk mnth..luckily,ada nurse yg comel lote tgur..n suh amek nombor..nseb bek tme tuh ak nk mnth...klu x,da lma ak mnth ats MA tuh...dh la wat muka toya...

tp pling xleh blah,bila lps amek no tuh,ak g tnds..n akbat trlalu nk vomit,xpasan simbol men dkt dpn toilet..T_______T..ptotla tnds kotor...ak kuar tros kna sergah ngn sorang pacik nih..nseb bek dia br sparuh jln..malu wooo...kluar dr toilet tuh..tros realise yg org duk tgk ak kuar..waaaaaaaaaaa...malu..T_________T

n,bruised swollen kot..n besar gler bruised tuh...ada org gtaw ak,sbb pressure tnggi sgt tme drah na kuar,blood vessel ak dkt skitar bruised tuh pecah...dats yg drah xleh na kuar..so,jdlah blood clotting..itu jer yg ak phm..entah btol entah idok..ah,lntkla,yg pnting,skarang da recover n msa jmpa MA,another one k,dia ckp ak ada gastrik n lbam tuh ltak ais jer..ceit..perli ak ke hape..silap ai bln ak saman jgk hspital tuh...da r nurse gns giler tme ccuk...

luckily,skit da kurang...tp lbam kaler biru tua still ada..wtv la..yg pnting..serik nk drma klu ad nurse ganas cmtu..ish2...k

assalamualaikum..

addicted food

assalamualaikum
aku suka susu...sehari xmnum siyes rsa mcm xtenang hidup..
gila ke hape..ceit...bkn la,tp favourite ak taw...siyes..mcm la korang xpernah ada favourite one...ak klu ada kerang,knpem abes satu kg n smbal belacan..pergh..mnangis..mwaha...biasalah..dh lama x wat sengal..well..k fine..nk g msk dh..babai..org msk pkul 12..ak br nk msk..bkn msk tuk lunch la...lunch da lma siap..amcm..hebat x ak..msk tuk ak..skang tgh kntrol mkn...tp yg pling pnting..susu msti ada..yeah..

Sunday, October 2, 2011

raya 2011






yeay..at last,raya 2011 dh bes..syawal dh pegi..sob4..org len sambut syawal smpai akhr bulan..tp ak..sob4..smbut msa final..ceitt..podah..mcm xpenah raya kan...biasalah,bdk baik..erk..xde kaitan..k la..just nk tnjuk more bout gmbr raya..malu la plk..i cntik sgt..uwek2...k fine..wtv...

meh beli..murah2