Assalamualaikum…sedar xsedar it’s almost 2 month ive been to kuala nerang..i feel like im younger than my age..hehehe…well,I enjoy stayed there…all students treated me just like their age..but still they called me kak iqa…emm…well,seriously..i love to be with them..with their encouragement and lecturer’s effort to help us…what a great thing…it is useful and feel really grateful for the second chances given..but before this,im a lil bit down..my result in other subject except bio,a lil bit down n under my expectation..i have to brush them up and give a lot of efforts instead of stdying useless things rite…haih..im too absorbed to go out from there..i didn’t see any opportunity until my application to enter uitm to pursue my degree in education study was not approved…but I was given a courses that was under upsi and surprisingly the course was in an open market …that means,my possibility to get a job is so low…haih…I feel so down and I cried a lot..luckily,its just a temporary one coz there were some people who kept encouraged me which were my parent,siblings and my younger- one- year friends…They really helped me a lot…they give everything…they explained about how lucky I am coz I got a second chances to start my foundy back…Alhamdulillah,I realize and deep in my heart,I should feel great and bersyukur kan??…and from that on,Im promise that,I wont give up..i will make mama and abah happy and give them something big..
Since ive been to k.nerang,life just like school instead of college real life..there’s no playing time and a lot of homework given by every lecturers in every subject..somehow,I think I wanna surrender but when I saw my friends sincerely and doesn’t sigh for the works..i thinks,I got to do the same…be strong and be wise to myself..before this,I learn on something just to pass my examination,so you do right??tell me if I was mistaken..but now,I study and learn something to become more understand instead of study just for examination..coz understand are more reliable than study for exam rite..thankful to my buddies,puteri,matun,naja,dilah,sikin and the rest who kept encourage me…labiu la bebeh2…
if I can fulfil my desire to become a doctor,I will never look back..i will throw away my past life with everyone who successfully ruined me during foundation stdy at uitm..i should become more aware and stop playing around…alhamdulillah,I started to rely myself more to Allah, and parent..and stop playing with satan’s love…same goes to you guys…if you wish to stay away from him in ur heart,he will keep it…so,please aware on everything u have done…keep asking him around and never stop doing doa and ask for his bless…lets start our new life with something fresh and more bless by him…
Ok la friends..tq for reading my merapu and really broken English…haha....since ive been so busy to speed up my study,I’ve got no choice unless kept silence for a year maybe..so,if u miss me…do leave a comment or message through my inbox in fb or email.ecewah,mcm eden mau poie berporang plok..aiyoyo…nway,.insyaAllah,I will reply as soon as possible..do keep in touch..sayonara,assalamualaikum… T_____________T
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