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Friday, December 2, 2011

5 SEBAB MENJADIKAN BER"COUPLE" HARAM

Pada asasnya, hukum bercinta-kasih, berpasangan( couple) atau seumpamanya adalah harus. Akan tetapi terdapat beberapa perkara/tindakan yang boleh menyebabkannya menjadi HARAM. Antaranya :

PERTAMA: TIDAK MEMPUNYAI NIAT YANG BAIK ATAU SEBALIKNYA
Sesebuah perhubungan ˜istimewa" antara seorang lelaki dan wanita seharusnya didasari dengan niat yang baik seperti bertujuan untuk berkahwin. Justeru sebarang perhubungan yang tidak bertujuan seperti tersebut adalah tidak harus seperti bercouple untuk berhibur, bersuka-suka dan sebagainya.

KEDUA: TIDAK MEMATUHI (MELAMPAUI) SYARIAT AGAMA
Lumrah bercouple seakan tidak dapat lari dari aktiviti seperti ber"dating", ber"shoping" dan sebagainya hatta ada yang sampai ke peringkat "membonceng". Tidak kurang juga (tanpa segan silu) menggunakan istilah-istilah yang kononnya menunjukkan sikap "caring" seperti memanggil darling kepada pasangannya. Paling tidak, pasti di dalam pertemuan(dating) akan berlaku pandangan mata yang tidak harus, perbicaraan yang tidak wajar dan seumpamanya. Semua perlakuan ini adalah bercanggah dengan ajaran Islam yang mengharamkan perhubungan bebas di antara lelaki dan perempuan. Yang paling penting, apabila Syariat Islam mengharamkan sesuatu perkara/perbuatan, maka wasilah atau tindakan yang menuju kepada perkara yang diharamkan tersebut juga turut diharamkan. Kaedah Fiqh ada menyebutkan : sesuatu yang membawa kepada yang haram, maka ia juga menjadi haram. Justeru berdasarkan kaedah ini, maka bercouple yang membawa kepada perlanggaran hukum syariat juga adalah haram.

KETIGA: MENJATUHKAN MARUAH (PERIBADI) SEORANG WANITA
Apabila pasangan yang bercouple berdating, maka peribadi seorang wanita muslimah akan dipersoalkan. Khalayak tidak akan berbicara tentang si lelaki yang bercouple tersebut, tetapi si perempuan. Masyarakat akan bertanya bagaimana begitu mudah si perempuan tersebut membiarkan dirinya diusung(maaf jika agak keterlaluan) ke sana-sini atau setidak-tidaknya umum akan menganggap bahawa perempuan tersebut telah dimiliki. Kesan buruk yang mungkin dihadapi ialah apabila berlaku perpisahan antara pasangan tersebut. Masyarakat akan mula membuat pelbagai tanggapan negatif terhadap si perempuan tersebut. Prasangka-prasangka negatif akan direka dan dihebahkan. Akhirnya berlakulah tohmahan-tohmohan yang menjatuhkan maruah dan kehormatan seorang wanita. Ingatlah bahawa Islam amat memprihatinkan penjagaan maruah seorang wanita. Di atas dasar itulah adanya hukum Qazaf dan kerana tujuan tersebut jugalah Islam mengharamkan perhubungan yang di luar batasan. Sebabnya adalah kerana Islam
memelihara kehormatan seorang wanita.

KEEMPAT: MEMBAZIRKAN WANG KEPADA PERKARA YANG TIDAK WAJAR
Di dalam budaya bercouple, biasanya pasangan lelaki akan banyak menghabis duit pinjaman PTPTN, JPA, yayasan negeri (bagi mahasiswa IPT) atau duit pemberian ibubapa untuk memenuhi kehendak pasangan wanitanya. Ajak saja dinner, lunch, breakfeast atau bershoping pasti si lelaki yang perlu mengeluarkan duit poketnya. Terdapat juga keadaan di mana si perempuan yang berbelanja si lelaki. Itu belum dikira dengan pembeliaan kad top-up handset yang out of control. Hanya kerana call untuk tanya khabar, dah makan ke belum, ada yang sanggup mentop up handset mereka beberapa kali dalam seminggu. Cuba bayangkan jumlah wang perlu dibazirkan hanya untuk perkara yang sangat remeh dan tidak perlu. Paling menyedihkan, wang tersebut adalah pemberian keluarga yang seharusnya digunakan bagi tujuan pengajian. Begitu juga wang pinjaman PTPTN, ia adalah hutang yang perlu dibayar selepas tamat pengajian. Justeru, penggunaan kedua-dua jenis wang ini kepada perkara yang tidak wajar adalah tidak
harus dan ditegah oleh syarak. Perbuatan membazir dan menyalahgunakan harta juga adalah amalan syaitan.(Rujuk Al-Israa ayat 27)

KELIMA: MEMBUANG MASA KEPADA PERKARA YANG TIDAK SEWAJARNYA
Seperkara yang wajar diprihatinkan di sini ialah penggunaan waktu kepada perkara yang tidak bermanfaat. Lebih malang lagi, masa yang amat terhad sebagai seorang mahasiswa telah diisi dengan perbuatan-perbuatan yang ditegah oleh Allah. Bukankah berdating, berbual telefon secara marathon dan lain-lain aktiviti rutin bercouple merupakan perbuatan yang menyimpang dari anjuran agama. Justeru setiap saat dan minit yang digunakan bagi tujuan tersebut akan dipersoal dan diperbicarakan di hadapan Allah.
Perlu diingat bahawa Islam bukan mengharamkan secara total perkara yang dinyatakan di atas. Islam tidak menghalang perbuatan tersebut, tetapi meletakkan beberapa prasyarat yang perlu dipenuhi. Sekiranya kita gagal mengikut syarat-syarat tersebut, maka status perbuatan tersebut menjadi HARAM serta menjauhkan diri pelaku daripada kasih sayang dan cinta Allah. (Rujuk kitab al-Halal wal Haram Fil Islam, Dr. Yusuf Al-Qardhawi)

Thursday, November 24, 2011

sakit hati !!!!! a msg from pervert

assalamualaikum wbt
stret to the point,hati sakit n geram..tetibaa,earlier td dpt text from unknwn number yg tetiba cam haram nk knl ak...so,ak reply,tnye,sape bg no ak,nk apa n knape nk knl ak..
so,dia ckp,no ak tuh BLEH MSJ BLUE..dats y dia amek...astaghfirullahalazim..mengucap pnjg ak bc..mmg nk kna la jntan nih...abes smua bnda ak bg kt dia..ptongan ayat siap...dia trkjt n malu sgt2..n ak pon tnye,sape bg,he still refused to answer..tp ak rsa cam ak thu jer sape...hmm...stupid guy sgt2..ak rsa nk bg pnmpr jer...x respect org lngsung..klu da sangap n desperate sgt,kawen jela..xde duit,pdn muka..sape suh xblaja btul2 dlu..
amek kw..bila ak mrh,smua bnda rsa nk sembur...ak pon bgtau,ak da brtunang n ak akn bgtau tunang ak klu dia kcau skali lg..mak aih,glabah gila kot..thu pon..da la tetiba msj blue kt aku..siyesly,xsngka ada mnusia yg trdesak mcm kau...fine,lets see hows ur friend yg bg nombor ak kt kw,endeavour me..ill get u soon..no matter how hard u try to hide...ak cuma geram bila org prmainkan maruah ak..

siyesly,ingt ak pmpuan murah ker..fine,ak friendly,tp doesnt mean ak sorang yg desperate cam kw..nih buat ak mkin geram..subhanallah...tenangkan hati ak..geram sgt2...nseb bek kw reply dgn baik..klu xmmg la kna sembur habis...anger has their own limit n limit ak bila org permainkan maruah ak...mmpertikaikan kesucian ak n kesungguhan ak..

k sori reader sbb trpksa bc luahan hati ak..really nd something to tell on..haih..geram still ada tp nk wat cmne..hidayah xde lg dlm dri dia...hmm...k la..bye reader

assalamualaikum wbt..:)

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

result da kuar

assalamualaikum..
actually result da kuar sbln tp mls nk update..alhamdulillah...everything turns well..ive score n a lil upset sbb sumer a solid,tetiba tgk yg side subjk dpt B+...da la subjek tuh pai n study critical thinking..ntah pape subjk..like pai,if we used to learn something useful xpe nih xthu la apa yg dia duk bg n suh kitorang bc..nm pai tp bkn psl islam life pon...k,stop bangau ing tqah...nmpk sgt xcareful with side subjk..xpe la...xde rezeki...:)...follow up with my dengue fever..almost 2 weeks kot kna denggi..fuhh..brat trun 2kg..pergh..hahaha...pstu,before that wat workout skit,so,trun 4 kg..alhamdulillah..

frust sket sbb nk enter rcmp unikl,i nd to score band 4,along with 3.7 n above result..result xkesah,tp muet tuh la..ive took it already,tp dpt band 3 jer..s4 lg mrkh nk dpt band 4...n why shud i sit it back..da la english kucar kacir..tkot xdpt enter rcmp...mara has promised to give scholarship if i can enter rcmp,tp tetiba tebiat mntk psl muet...pehal wei..geram3...knapela dean dia strict sgt...

haih,many difficulties and problems tp itu x mmtahkan smngt ak..i used to repeat my foundation stdy,so,why should i exclaim right??well,ak cma nk luah unsatisfaction ak je...many people used to do the same thing rite..eh,btw,sem 2 really easy for me..not like asasi uitm dlu..susah kot..alhamdulillah..lecturers really care bout our stdy..they are the best..love them so much..:)

ive got rm15 from my mentor sbb dpt 3.5 n above..alhamdulillah..wish me luck this sem..nk score 4.0 n band 4..the grade is A ,the number is 4.0...really nd to score..nk g vinadyaka for medical stdy..best wuu..mayat fresh..tp since my result xdpt 3.9 and above,i think,dlm mmpi jela kot..huhu..xpe2..blaja dlm malaysia lg cool n best kot..every year can go home for eid day..hua3..
^__^..k..

Sunday, November 13, 2011

malas

tett...skarang,malas blaja,mls nk wat homework,mls nk stdy n mls semua la...tlg la wei...xpe2...sem2 br stat..tp prangai mls..mak aihhh...hau3..

Saturday, October 22, 2011

fever family

assalamualaikum..guten morgen alle...
nk citer,satu family ak demam..trmasuk ak..penangan gastric pain n lnggr tiang..tp kan skarang nih,ak cpt pening n salu jer pndgn gelap..kdg2 xsmpat cpai dinding or anything around,tetiba jer terduduk...td,dpn mama ak rebah..pehal nih wei..seram la plk...sakit tuh xde la sgt..just minor injury..ecewah,mcm mntk pnampo..k..saje tebiat nk ckp mama,adik dan abg ak demam..ak demam dot3 langgar tiang..trima kasih Allah kerana mengurniakan sakit sbg ubat penghapus dosa..love u la Allah..yeah2..(mlm2 buta tebiat)
Danke..^__^

nk blaja bhasa klate x??JUM

1. Agah = sombong
2. Aloh la = mengeluh
3. Bekok = bergurau
... 4. Bekwoh = kenduri,biasanya kenduri kawin
5. Bera = lari bertempiaran
6. Beso = biasa
7. Blana = banyak-kuantiti yg banyak
8. Blana-kokna = terlalu banyak
9. Blarok = berarak semasa majlis kawin
10. Bleber = berleter
11. Blengah = rasa tidak selesa-melekit
12. Blikat = bahagian belakang badan
13. Bojen = fesyen atau style rambut
14. Borak = semakin parah-sakit
15. Brehi = menyukai atau minat
16. Brembah = bergaduh- utk haiwan
17. Brona = membuat perangai-menangis
18. Brunga = berlari
19. Cakduh = mereka yg kurang kemas
20. Cakpuh-cakpuh = perbuatan melompat2
21. Cedung = bersawah
22. Cekak = larat
23. Cetong = gayung
24. Cok = cangkul
25. Cokek = mencucuk jari ke pinggang org lain
26. Cokoh = duduk
27. Colek = pencicah
28. Come-lote = terlalu cantik
29. Culah = liar,tidak jinak(haiwan)
30. Derak = keluar bersiar-siar
31. Dumoh = rumah
32. Ejas = memikat
33. Gege = bising
34. Glecoh = tergelincir
35. Glegaa = lantai
36. Gorek = pengasah pensel
37. Grentok = jambatan
38. Gubak = kedudukan yg terakhir
39. Hambak = mengejar
40. Hudoh-banga = sangat hodoh
41. Igak = tangkap
42. Itee-lege = terlalu hitam
43. Jelo = terlebih
44. Jenero = tertido
45. Jerik = menangis
46. Jet = perbuatan menendang
47. Jolo = betul
48. Jula = dahan pokok
49. Kalar = pensel warna
50. Kale = pensel
51. Kekoh = gigit
52. Kelik = balik
53. Kemah-kemim = ikatan yg terlalu ketat
54. Kerah-kejun = kaku
55. Khenak = membuat jahat
56. Kicik = membuang air besar tidak sengaja(sedikit)
57. Kore = sejenis alat utk memarut kelapa
58. Kube-lembe = berselerak
59. Kuca-bara = berselerak
60. Kura = menconteng
61. Lak’eh = tidak bermaya
62. Lorak = melakukan kerja kelam kabut(nak cepat)
63. Manis-letin = amat manis
64. Masem-purik = amat manis
65. Masin-perak = amat masin
66. Meroh-mere = merah padam
67. Meroh-nyalo = merah yg sgt terang
68. Meta = sekejap
69. Mokte = rambutan
70. Mongek = pembonceng motosikal
71. Mulo = masa lampau
72. Nacar = terlajak
73. Ngelik = mengelak dari sesuatu
74. Ngenkok = menyenkeh
75. Ngolek = gelecek bola
76. Nyetok = kejang
77. Pahit-lepe = terlalu pahit
78. Panah-cen-cen = amat panas(cuaca)
79. Parok = parah
80. Pekong = membaling sesuatu
81. Perik = serik
82. Pitih = duit
83. Prange = tempat letak ikan utk dibakar
84. Puteh-lepuk = amat putih
85. Ralik = berkhayal atau mengelamun
86. Rekngan-napun =ringan sangat
87. Repih = mematahkan
88. Royak = beritahu
89. Samah = 50 sen
90. Sengonti = betul-betul(tidak tipu)
91. Sokmo = selalu
92. Suloh = dahi yg luas
93. Sumbak = tertekan
94. Tawa-leba = tawar
95. Tebolah = cuai
96. Tiok = menangis
97. Tok rok = tidak larat
98. Trembe = benda yg tergantung tp tidak kemas spt baju
99. Tubik = keluar
100. Turik = sakit telinga akibat bunyi bising

are u addicted towards victoria secret??


assalamualaikum,
korang ponah dongar x brand victoria secret...ak doh lamo doh dgr...sobonarnyo,eden nih duk terkinja2 la nk jgk beli VS nih..mklum la taste ak tnggi tp duit kosong..yillek..org cckp gedik tp xde duit..so,laaa nii,cheq nk pomot la skit satu brg dri VS nih...klu nk tau,VS nih femes diklgn stewardessessss,artis2,n etc..ak pon xtau sape lg pkai..klu korang yg jnis xthu apa VS nih,pegi google search,pstu type Victoria secret..dia pon kuar..xkuasa nk explen sbb mls gila nk menaip..so,alkisahnya,den nk tlg kakak den jual bnda nih..VS nih wangi,siyes...klu ak ada duit xtra,da lama ak rembat,dsbbkan xde duit la,ak putih mta tlg kakak ak jual bnda nih...its kinda lotion yer..a very999,huh gila btul,byk very,...very sedap bau yer...siyesly,ak nk sgt tp xde duit..hah,laki msti kata,podah,tuk pmpuan watpe..erk..kau pon pkai VS ker???wah..gila mntp..=.=''...siyesly,its soooo wangi..ak sbnrnya xpenah pon bau lg..tp dri cra kakak ak duk crite,wangi la kot..penah nek flight???ouh,klu xpenah,nnti,wat keje gila sket...pegi cium bau stewardess tuh..duk sblh dia smbl tlg greet another passenger..lps tuh knpem kena tibai..tp kdg2 xyah g dkt,2km pon da bau..har,bau dia cmtu la..btw,nih mmbe den la yg crite..most stewardess prefer VS sbb ala2 celebrity giteww...=.=''...xpela,tnggu ak keje la..br dpt bli bnda2 mhl..ak pkai bhn semulajadi jer..nk wangi,letak ros bwh ketiak..gila bhai.ahahha...just kddg2..wokey...itu sja..berminat dgn lotion nih???so,apa lg,pegi trjah blog akk aku,tnye dia..ouh,klu nk tnye ak pon bleh jgk..dun wori..ni blog dia
ummi r

nok beruboh tp x beruboh skmo

assalamualaikum..sero supo nk kecek klate..xthu la bkpo..ambo sero nk luah kok klate...dlu ambo skmo duk oyap,nk uboh dri..xse doh pkai sluar jean..pigap,koho ligat pkai loni..tp lps dgr ustz azhar idrus duk oyap pkai xpo..tp yg pntg,xmnmpkkan aurat dan tbuh bade..ambo nih duk kalut piki..godio la hok dio mksdkan xnmpk aurat...so lg,nok suko0 timne dio oyap,kalu xleh pkai jeans,mknanya,xleh pkai jgop la baju dale ngen spender..ak suko selok..xseko dio oyap gtu...pah,duk miki mula,yolo jgop hok dio oyap tuh..po gapo mnusia nih...xthu pcuk pngkal,tibo2 tubek fatwa sndri,xleh pkai jeans la,xleh pkai bla2 la..tuh loni,bilo ore ak xknl tibo2 tgur ak psl islam,klu ak xthu butir dri dio..ak wat bodo jah..baso nk laye..buke gapo...ak nih sene cayo kokre..so,bilo jd gtu,pah ceroh la keno tipu kokre..pah so lg,ak respek sungguh la ustz azhar nih..dio open minded..xgilo populariti..n kindly ak kecek,byk hok ak bc n dgr ttg islam nih,byk hok tubek tlingo kiri..sbb,ak loni jd lbih brhati2 n ssh nk cayo n respek kokre..tp,dea ak respek,meme ak respek betul..ak korek cari smpai ak puah aty..

ustz azhar nih,sumer persoalan hok ak nk tnye,meme dio jwb perfect la..n satu lg,kebetule bokali,ado soale hok aku nk tnye,pah dale vid dio tuh,ada soale tuh..meme ak tabik la,sbb memenuhi khndk soale ak..

so,buleh kato ambe lego la dgr dio oyap psl jeans tuh..pstu,aurat wanita n mcm2 lg..alhamdulillah,ill look forward for another changes...ambe br nk bruboh dri yg kurng baek kearah koho baik..hrp2 la buleh la kkl..xse la nnti,ore duk kato ak hpkrit,skjp on,skjp off..erkk..xsoh duk piki gu lain..mksd ambo nih adlh,ambo kdg2 on handguard,kdg2 xpkai..tp sumer bju lenge pnje..xmain la lenge pendek nih..ko bkal tok laki jah..tp mitop hok readers nih,doa lah ko ambo..mugo2 ambo dpt permanently pkai handguard....sarung kaki pon loni acak kali doh pkai..kdg2 jah kalu sero lain mace..trpksa buang..mksdnyo tme nk g jambe la...buke apo adik kakok,tkt tubek jd lembap..kalu basoh gak,busuk la kaki ambe..doh la xnikoh lg..lamo kea keno cok kokre lain,pengotor..hrp adik kakok pehe la...hehehe..

gni la blako..marilah kito samo2 beruboh kearah kebaike...buke gapo,kito nih manusia akhr zame doh..denge kato mudohnyo,xlamo doh nk kiamat,bwk sedar dri la blako...ingt bilo2 maso jah kito buleh mati..jange duk agah sgt ingt lmbt lg nk mati n kiamat...hor bereh la..letih ambe naip n bobel..pigap,tkot xmsuk sikit abok jah..xpola,ambe pehe..uboh dri slow2 pon doh mujo..ko guano gu kito..^__^

tq for reading...xphm???erk...xdpt nk tlg..hahahha...klu xphm,just tulis apa yg x phm kt komen..insyaAllah,ambo translate ye...hehehehehhe

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

sakit itu ubat penghapus dosa

assalamualaikum
emmm...hai...alhamdulillah,sakit xsmbuh2,smakin truk...migrain dtg...tp gastric pain x trok sgt n xdela sakit sgt pon...bdn stat pns..bibir semakin bengkak dan seksi...dahi smakin mnjd ikan flowerhorn...hmmm..xpe2..ak prlu sbr dan byk doa kt Allah,kerana ak thu,bnda nih adlh ubat pnghapus dosa2 aku yg dlu..skarang br ak sdar,Allah nk ak rsa kesakitan di dunia..haih..tp sakit tuh mmg mcm trok jer...huhu...xpe la..sakit nih smntra jer..yg aku pling sakit skarang nih adlh sakit kt gusi...bibir ak bengkak jd tebal sebelah..apekesengal sgt la bibir ak nih..yela,luka dia besar la jgk kt bibir...bengkak belah dlm,tp kt luar ada luka..hehehe...xnk jmpa doktor sbb xtrok sgt ponnnnnnnnnnnnnn....ngaku jela tkot kannnnnn..hahhaahha...so???k la...ak mmg xleh ckp,sakit woo..tp mkn bleh plk..apekesengalnye..hahahaha..eh,doa ak cpt smbuh yer readers...tq for reading..

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

accident

assalamualaikum...
huhu...sakit,pedih,derita,ngilu dan bermcm2 lg..amboi gedik noks..hahaha..bkn ler..siyesly,ak tgh sakit...sakit btul k..emm...nih la akibat xdgr ckp mak pak,prngai mntk pnampo jer..org suh exercise kt luar umah,duk gedik2 nk exercise dlm umah..ekekke...biasalah,dah lama tebiat nk mrasa exercise dlm umah...last2 hampeh...

smalam,hujan lbat pd wktu ptg,so,xkuar joging...ak pon maen la sekor2 dlm blik..main aerobik yer..bkn maen pape...jgn nk ngengada piki plik...lempang br taw..tgh sodap2 aerobik tuh,eden somput sbb exercise non stop for almost 15 minit...hekeleh,exercise 15 jer,nk kecoh..kannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...hahha...bkn la..ak cpt ltih sbb 2 hari xmkn sbb food reflux dkt stomach..so,klu mkn mmg mostly munth..so,ak decide nk tenangkan perut la kononnya,so,tetiba cam xleh blah,gedik2 nk aerobik dlm blik...pergh,mn x smput awl..perut ksong,bdn letih,muka xlrt...xde energy...so,secara kesimpulannya,aku gedik nk exercise..hehehehe..

so,bila da benti awl,mmg ckp dlm aty,smbung skit lg..so,smbung lg 15 mnit..n mkin smput..otak da xleh nk interpret mn aerobik,mn dancing n etc..adoii...torai duduk...duduk plk cangkung..aiyoyo...apekebengeng ak nih...so,dduk dkt 5 mnit..try dri,n outcome dia sgt la awesome...ak dri jer,tros hitam pndgn..hahahaha...lpstu,tetiba jer rsa ada org tolak dri blakang,n ak pon tersungkur kehdpn..time tuh kt dpn ak ada tingkap yg berjeriji besi...mmg fuhlamak sgt la kannnnnn...knape??sbb habis muka aku terhantuk laju..sbb klajuan ak mlnggr jeriji tuh sgt la laju..kau hadoo???adoii..ayat nih da jd satu trend..tp xkesah,nk tru gak..:P

mmg tme kena,ak xsedar lngsung,ak berdiri tuh siyesly,pndgn gelap jer..ingt aku jtuh keblkang,rupanya kdpn..so,bila lnggr jeriji..semua maknenek yg kt muka ak nih pon trut trluka..uwaaaaaaa...tiba2 mncul satu bengkak yg mama ckp besau gihler...ohoi...besau smpai sparuh dahi kanan bengkakk wooo..sedappp...nk smbhyg mmg lg sedappppppp...mmg msa nk sujud,nangis2 ak...sbb sedap gler...uhuk2...ahah,lpa nk citer...msa ak kna,ak ingt dlm tme 6.30 gtu....ak thu tme bila ak kna sbb before brdiri,ak tgk jam n decide nk g mndi...ak sedar dri pengsan ak tuh pkul 7..ak pengsan btul taw..xde sape taw...sbb ak knci pntu..so,mmg sadis la..nseb bek pengsan kjp..sedar tuh,rsa pedis kt dahi...pegang2,ada cop mohor..ohoi...sakit woo...da la bengkak tuh kaler merah campur biru..apekebendanya kaler xleh blah cmtu..hehehhee...nk tnjuk xbleh,sbb bngkak tuh dkt ngn rambut..mls r nk edit...n satu lg..nseb bek gigi ak xpatah...ak sedar gusi ak luka besar gila..mmg mcm kna ulser..tp ulser kaler putih an2..nih kaler luka???=.=''....kaler dia mcm org trcabut kulit..merah mnyala..gusi n gigi dpn plk tuh..da r gigi arnab ak..nseb bek ko kuat..klu patah,mmg rongak la noks...

bgn2,pegng tmpt sakit,mmg mkn drh la kannnnnnn...sbb gusi mmg minor bleeding jer pon..tp rsa sakit n ngilu sgt2 la..lps tuh,sedar trus try ingt cmne leh kna,ingt2 lpa jer..mklum la,kpala da trhntuk..huk2..lps tuh,pegi tnds..kumur2,mndi..mmg sakit la..hnya Allah yg thu...minor injury tp mmg klu ak still xsdar,knpem spital dah..nk cuci muka,nk amek wuduk,nk solat...nk jln..smua bnda jd sakit n xleh wat...mata dh smakin glap..adoii..nk ajk mama g klinik,tp minor injury je kott..so,xyah lg la..klu sakit still xrecover within smnggu nih..br decide g kottttttt....hehhee...skarang bdn ak pns..mama pegang td n kata mcm nk demam..haih..nih la,akibat gedik nk exercise n trlalu taksub nk krus..ko tgk apa jd..habes satu bdn sakit..mmg nanges msa tnjuk kt mama...mama n abah pnyer la gelaak...tepuk2 lg..bila ak citer..tuh la,akbat xreti nk dgr ckp mama..hehehe..korang2,len kali,sblm exercise kena mknnnnnnnnn,xyah nk diet bgai,ak xdiet k..ak siyes xleh telan mknn sbb stomach reflux...gastric pain ak mkin mnjd..mngada btul...mama pon beli bubur..yeay..alhamdulillah,lps trhntuk tuh,perut leh plk mkn..mengada jer...

luka dkt gusi dpn mmg msih bengkak...dahi xsah duk habaq la,mcm ikan flower horn da ak tgk...sakit kepala area kanan,dkt dgn bengkak..sakit blakang dkt spinal cord n bdn jd lemah....pdhl da bleh trima mknn..now,gastric pain xrsa sgt..yg sakit la nih adlh kpala den n gusi..n dkt area ats gusi bwh hidung,ada kesan luka disebabkn trhantuk tuh,luka tuh xde trok sgt sbb luka tuh link dgn gusi..so,sentuh sakit...ohoi...sabo jela...xpe,sakit nih ak thn..sbb ak thu,ada hikmah..hehehe..

ok..karangn upsr sy tmat..tenkiu kerana mmbaca..^___^

Monday, October 10, 2011

love,passion and study

assalamualaikum readers
emm...sbnrnya br lps bc entry psl sorang blogger nih..dia nih sma umur ngn ak,which is 19 la kannn,tp yg bestnyer,dia da kawen..heeeeeeeee...Alhamdulillah,dia xnk byk2 wat dosa,so,dia pon mntk ngn parent dia,and guess wat??its approved..Ya Allah,msti hepy hdup dia..sbb bnda yg dia impikan comes true..with the guy she loves lg..haih..ntah knape ak jd sayu..well,truly speaking,ak dlu pon penah piki nk kawen with my ex..tp jdoh kami xpnjg...sbb apa???mama n abah disapprove and also byk tentangan dr plbgai phak..kakak2 ak mcm ok jer..tp parent la..lgpon my ex da keje,so he can afford me rite??tp ntah knape,parent ak still disapprove,hncur lluh hati ak..n guess what,penah trpiki nk kawen lari jer..tp ak msih waras n xnk jd ank drhaka smata2 demi cnta,mmg la kita mngkn nmpk kgmbraan kita nnti,tp bhagia x kita bila parent xska,n maybe dorang siap mocking n sumpah mcm2..SubhanaAllah,ak xnk...

same goes to my ex,dia xnk ak mmbelakangkan kluarga demi dia..so,dia snggup tarik dri..aku trkilan sbb xsngka,bnda bleh jd cmni..n lg trkilan,dsbbkan trlalu tksub ngn cnta luar nikah nih,ak abaikan plajaran ak,ak xfokus blaja time asasi,ak asyk fiki psl dia,lpa kluarga sbb nk bg tmpuan dkt dia..br skarang ak trpiki,dia tuh suami ak ker??dia tuh mahram ak ker??dia tuh org yg bkal iring ak ke syurga ke??mmg xslh piki,n dua kali ak bgn istikharah smata2 nk thu btul ker dia jdoh ak..n dua kali tuh jgk,aku nmpk dia dlm mmpi ak,tp bila ak pegi dkt dia,dia lari dr ak..apa ptnda tuh??dia jdoh aku??atau smntra jer??SubhanaALlah,once ak dh sdar,ak cpt istighfar n cpt2 bgn solat sunat taubt.

kami stat kapel lps sebulan ak jd asasian dkt uitm pncak alam..n ak sgt jht tme tuh,ak kapel 2 org dlm satu masa..sbb apa??sbb ak bnci laki tme tuh..dlm otak,nk permainkan org jer keje ak..tp kuasa Allah,ak jtuh cnta btul2 dgn ex ak tuh,so ak decide clash dgn sorang lg..xnk dia sakit aty ngn ak..yg sorang lg tuh sama tua ngn ak..tp yg ex ak tuh tua sdikt dari ak..k,ak syg gler2 kt dia tme tuh..klu bleh,nk benti asasi smata2 nk jd istri dia,nk fokus kt dia,n mcm2 lg..dia pon jnji,akn sara ak,mnyayangi ak n etc..so,ak apa lg..mntk ngn mama..tp xckp lg yg ak dh berpunyer,ak berkias dlm mmnta la..so,mama disapprove..sokay..ak nekad,lps abes sem 1 asasi,ak nk mntk lg..so,ak xfokus stdy..n result ak trok kot..dpt 3 lebih jer sem1..tme tuh,mcm org gila ak nanges..n tmbh sakit hati,ex ak xnk ak blakangkan famly,dia snggup lari ke brunei...bkn lari sbnrnya,tp dia mntk tkr keje kt sana...Ya Allah,ak nanges lg..see,sbb laki yg bkn lagi jd mahram ak,ak nanges??wth..haih..bila ingt blik..rsa nk hempuk kpala kt dnding..

dkt semnggu ak nanges dgn result,dgn pelarian dia dri ak lg n mcm2 lg..siyes,lps kapel nih,ak rsa family ak annoying..haih..trok kan ak??well,mama n abah btul dlm mmbimbing kami..dia xnk ank2 trjebak dlm cinta luar nikah..dats y dorang disapprove..phm x mksd ak??sbnrnya ak pon xphm..alah,buat2 phm jela..yg pling sbak,time dia kol ak,ckp dia dkt klia,nk pegi brunei??ak pon mcm,ouh ok..sbb ak thu,dia slalu jgk outstation,biasa pegi jepun,s'pore,london n mcm2 lg.so,ak x kesah la..tp yg pling sakit aty,lps smnggu kt sna,br dia kol n ckp,abg stay sni slama 6bln..ak pon mcm cuak..pehal plk..dia ckp dia da tkr keje..so,ak pon ltak fon n xlyn dia..see,bersungguh btul dia nk larikan dri dari ak..so,ak cuba piki positif n piki dlm hati,dia xde pape dgn ak lg..knape ak nk sedih n nanges..so,ak pon ckp,klu abg btul2 xnk iqa dh,lets decide..dia pon snyap..for almost 10 minutes kot,tme tuh dia dkt s'pore,outstation..dia ckp,im so sorry,doesnt mean to hurt u,tp abg rsa,kita mmg ptot separated..ur family disliked me very much...so,kt stu ak dh nmpk,smada dia pngecut atau dh ada pmpuan lain n mcm2 yg ak piki..smuanya negatif..lps tuh,ak trus ltk..n siyesly,spnjg kitorang kapel,ak jrg kol dia..so,klu ak kol sket,knpem dia byr blik..n lps tuh,mmg ak xkol n dia pon sma..

mmg stiap wktu ak nanges n keep crying waiting for him..time tuh rsa frust gila la,da la kna tnggl ngn pkwe,parent ak plk still mrh sbb dorang dpt thu sblm ak exam final..lg la bengang...hehehe..so,ak pon decide nk join dinner commttee utk asasian..well,siyesly,ak jd busy gler..k fine,exaggerate skit..tp bila busy,kita xingt sgt dh kt dia..ak pon mula fokus balik dgn stdy,xnk ingt pape dh..sdih kemain la sgt..prangai mcm hantu jgk..so,org xpasan knape ak jd cmni..tme tuh,ak dh xkntek sgt ngn dia..dia pon mmg xkntek ak lngsung..pergh,lg sadis...

and alhamdulillah,rsult sem 2 bttr than sem 1...tp still sdih sbb mnyesal knl ex ak..tp dlm msa yg sma,ak thu,Allah nk uji ak..tp nk wat cmne,ak klh dlm percaturan hdup..tp Allah still bkak pntu rzeki kt ak,dia kasi ak pluang kdua buat asasi..its kinda fun sbb dpt bergaul dgn org lbih muda dri i..hehe..well,ak skarang bkn 19 tp 18..mwahaha..wateva..tp rsa mcm mmpi jer bnda2 tuh..sbb ak rasa,ak bodoh sgt2..Ya Allah,terima kasih sekali lg n insyaAllah,pluang kedua nih,ak gnakan sbaik2nya..tq mama n abah sbb xprnh ptus2 doa agar acik brubah kmbali..n kmbali ke pngkuan asal..mebi tme duk palam,ak culture shock,tmbh plk jeles tgk mmbe yg da kapel lg..so,rsa nk torai..tp habuk pon tarak..podah..haha..tp biarlah bnda nih jd satu knangan kt aku...n also iktibar..May Allah always Bless me..

Sunday, October 9, 2011

zina

Akibat Bercinta Sebelum Kahwin
Nafsu sungguh jahat, syaitan amat menipu
Di akhir zaman ini ramai orang berkahwin,
... berkenal-kenalan dan bercinta-cinta lebih dahulu
Sebelum berkahwin, di waktu bercinta
semuanya indah-indah belaka
Tidak ada yang susah, tidak ada masalah
Semuanya baik walaupun jelek,
sekalipun menyusahkan, tapi indah
Di masa itu kentutnya pun wangi,
peluhnya pun harum mengalahkan atar
Tapi setelah berkahwin, tidak sampai setahun,
tiga bulan sahaja, yang dahulu bukan masalah
sekarang masalah
Dahulu yang busuk berbau harum,
sekarang yang harum berbau busuk
Sekalipun atar pilihannya yang dipakai
namun baunya menyakitkan
Dahulu yang diminta perkara susah bukan masalah,
sekarang yang mudah satu kewajipan pula
dianggap masalah
Dahulu cinta itu dirasakan sampai kesudah,
rupanya sebelum separuh jalan, punah
Dahulu yang jahat pun dianggap baik,
sekarang yang baik dianggap jahat
Betapalah yang jahat,
terasa berpuluh-puluh kali jahat dan menyusahkan
Perang mulut pun mula terjadi,
masing-masing menunjukkan sikap bermusuhan
Kadang-kadang tidur pun berasingan
atau tidur membelakang
Dahulu marahnya pun indah,
sekarang senyumnya pun pahit macam jadam
Masing-masing bawa diri,
izin-mengizin sudah tiada lagi
Makin bertemu perang menjadi-jadi,
makin berjumpa makin benci-membenci
Akibatnya apa sudah terjadi pada suami isteri ini?!
Kedua-duanya pergi jumpa tuk kadhi
minta cerai katanya jodoh sudah tidak ada lagi
Begitulah kesan cinta dahulu sebelum kahwin
Indahnya dan manisnya sudah habis
barulah diijabkabulkan

(Sdikit rgksn: ingatlah,.. yg indah itu bknlah yg mnis semuany,..& yg sggup brkorkn bknlah setia semuany)

Thursday, October 6, 2011

shopping??

assalamualaikum..ada org tnye ak..hg ska shopping ktner wei..ouh,ak jwb,ak ska shopping dkt brg cntik n murah...n dia trpegun jap..await??ak ska shopping dkt psr mlm..sbb leh negotiate..tp kdg2 ak bli jgk bju dkt branded store cma jrng sbb klu beli pon abah n mama msti ada skali...well,i prefer to buy by my own..br syok..hhehehe.bli blouse n bju dri siam made..wpon kurang berkualiti tp murah..apa brg bhai klu pkai bnda sama..lgpon xdak org thu bnda tuh branded ke x..haha..bkn nyer bleh lcut bju tuh pstu tnjuk yg aku pkai bju branded..podahh...xyah duk wat pelik la..

aku ska bla tgk org yg simple dlm dressing...tdung pkai ttup dada..pfftt...sejuk mata mmndng..klu ak jd laki,dh lma wat bini..mwahaha..sengal tol..k la..saje nk merapu tghari cenggini..dh lama tebiat..haha:p

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

jodoh?/

assalmualaikum..
just trfikir something..sape la jodoh ak..mcmn la rupa dia??iman dia cmne??akhlak??
keikhlasan dia menyayangi ak..haih..mcm2 duk piki..bila duk ingt,xlama lg turn ak plk..ecece...podah..calon pon xde lg..xpe la kiah,teman mahu redy..kang tiba2 dpt thu,dh ada yg merisik..haha..geli geleman plk..mcm la ada org nk kt ak yg kureng nih..

ak rsau la..ak tkot pisang berbuah 4 kali..ak tkot,bila ak start syg dia,ak yg trsngkur nnti..haih..menci btol la klu ada prasaan curiga..bkn pe..manusia nih kdg2 xbrpegang pd jnji...nih yg rsa nk cepuk nih..

haih,bila tringt blik kata2 ex ak,rsa nk g jmpa dia dpn,pstu tmpr dia..ntah kenapa la jd geram dkt smua ex2 ak...ak sndri pon gram ngn dri ak..haih..da la..mls nk citer..yg pnting,ak xnk kapel lama2,tunang pon xnk lama2...yg pnting nk cinta2 lps kawen..br masyuk beb..yeah..

Monday, October 3, 2011

my personality enhance myself

assalamualaikum...just finish up my personality test...these are some of myself n absolutely true bout it..

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
a true colour of mine..mwahaa.;.yes,i will observe before make a decision..how bout u guys??

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
am i??well,my ex know bttr...:)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
my opinion:yes,but every single things i think bout him...he's getting far away from me..n i have to decide on myself by get rid of him..:)..insyaAllah,i will met a right person...i will stop love people who currently doesn't love me..:)

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
my opinion:i wont let he go..flirting just the way i am expressing my love to him..he sees my flirting way is interesting n good enough..seductive shows how i concern bout his love to me..however,i am still not met my true love yet..

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
my opinion:yes and of course..without knowledge,i might get hurt...people will look down on me..that's why i prefer a man who's more valuable and success than me..:)

The right job for you:


You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
my opinion:yes and absolutely truly..really dont know how to achieve it..T___T

How do you view success:


You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
my opinion:insyaAllah..medical field are tough enough..but,if there's a will,there's a way rite...


What are you most afraid of:


You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
my opinion:yes..i should do that...

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
my opinion:yes..i find myself always trapped in dilemma with some sorts of probs...it kinda annoying since i never had it before..but,help other people out really enjoying..

another test..:)

1.You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

2.You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

3.You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

4.Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

5.Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking

massive personality of mine...every single things of comments really make sense..its apart of me..yeah,im childish,but im strictly a woman now..my boyfriend a.k.a my future hubby would find me as an interesting person...:)..

wanna try make ur personality??clickk this my personality

good luck adikku


assalamualaikum..just nk wish good luck adikku,wan muhamad firdaus bin wan muhamad sabri..do the best in ur exam..da la ak kna wat bekfest tuk dia esk..n duk trgedik2 onlne...mama suh ak jg pmknn dia..pooodah..tme ak xm dlu xde smpai camni..tp xpe..ak kakak yg sgt2 baik..ceit..wtv...ok2...smoga ALlah permudahkan urusanmu whai adikku..:)

knape kmkn??

assalamualaikum..
rmai mmbe2 ak tnye..blaja kt mn act ak nih...ok2..since rmai yg still confused...ak blaja kt kolej mara kuala nerang...which is,ak sdg blaja blik foundation..so what klu ak blaja blik..alkisahnya camni,ritu,lps intrview kpt,ak apply bodo2 jer unikl nih..x expect dpt sbb dia currently amek freshy spm...so,ak xrely too much on it..nk dijadikan citer...br jer blik dri pasar ngn mama..a call receive n guest what,she's from unikl..she ask wether ak nk tak trima..eh,of kos..sape yg xnk bila ada 2nd chance rite..so,aku pon dgn bngga..trima..podah...haha..trima kol hari jumaat..ahad dh kna reg..cam haram jer...brg2 pon xsmpt nk bli...da la..abah x antar ak dftr..luckily ada aunty ak yg duk penang..klu,jd ank trbuang la ak..ceitt...bengom btol..haha..

act,foundy nih just sbg backup,in case,ak xdpt kos yg ak apply under uitm..n mmg kuang hasam la uitm..ada ke dia tolak ak mnth2..thu la,result ak xscmrlang mn..tp yg ak grm,mmber ak yg cgpa rndah dri ak pon dpt kos tuh..alahai,xpela..ak redho..just nk express xpuas aty jer..sbnrnya dh lma sejuk..sja nk bkin havoc..sengal kan..mwahaha..

act,ak dpt upsi..tp ak tlk..sbb kos yg ak dpt mcm harem..tanak ckp..malu..lps tuh,mama suh proceed..siyes,msa 1st gi kmkn,reslt agk trok..sbb xikhlas blajo..haha..lps dpt thu reslt dgree,tros,bljo btol2...nseb bek byk carry mark ak ats 40..klu x,mmg naya ak..sob4..sbb ak maen n xbljo..byk maen..

bkn xnk g upsi,tp rsa x brbaloi..hehe..biarlah ak rugi stahun..at least,ak dh try yg trbaik...do pray for me k...ak dh try yg trbaik time final..cuak jgk la..sbb byk xknfiden jwb ritu..T___T...da la,ak aja org,last2,ak fail,org yg ak aja dpt full mark..sbb ak tdo je mmanjang tme xm..mwahahaha..bgn2 da kna submit..sengal gler..rsa malu sgt2..yela,lps thu reslt tuh,tros nangis2,slhkan krts soklan..bengom ke hape ak nih..dri yg slh,nk tduh bnda lain yg slh...kuang hasam kan ak..btw,to side subjct jer taw...nseb bek 5%..tp tuh pon ak rsa byk..sob...T_________T

Ya Allah,kw permudahkan lah urusanku..berikanlah ak kejayaan yg stimpal dgn usaha ak...:)..to my reader,doakan ak yer..rsau sgt3 ngn result..T__T

derma darah yg tragis

assalmualaikum
act,bnda nih dh jd lma...mean 3 weeks ago.tp bruises still ada...msa drma,ak br lps men futsal..pstu,lps men trus g lunch n proceed g drma drh..dgn bsuk2,ak g drma..tkot xsmpt..podah..alsn..so,ak pon pergi la dkt area dwn kuliah...msuk,check berat,ambek drah n ak jnis drh o postive..luckily..hehe.proceed measure bp...pstu,normal n proceed amek bekas n bnda yg prlu la...luckily,this is my 1st time..so,cuak n happy..hehe

on the same time,gadoh ngn dak laki yg msa ak men futsal,dia jd ref..dh la unfair..sepak jgk krang...duk perang mlut,...geram gler..ada ker dia mngata ak..well,rmai thu,ak mmg suka cari gado ngn boys..wtv..lps tuh,gado ngn dia tmpt nk tdo,katil tuk drma..apa ke punyer sengal mamat tuh...xde mruah ke hape..baek2 ak nk dduk,dia pegi dduk dlu..ish2..geram gler..rsa nk cepuk...dh la pnggil ak nnek..apa ke tua sgt ke ak nih..hekeleh,klu stakat tua stahun,celah gigi jela bro..sengal na mmpus..

dh,mls nk citer..wat sakit aty jer..pstu,within 3 min,pack drah ak da penuh..amacm,pro x ak..ceit..xsngka la tros penuh...lps tuh,kna bebel ngn nurse sbb x gtaw dia yg br lps main futsal...lps tuh,bkn nk kasi ubat pon...bgos jgk..skali dia kasi ubat gain weight..hampeh ak..xmrasa jeans saiz br..hehe..

lps 2 hari drma..ak br pasan,ada lebam besar gler nek kt skitar lengan..i thought effect bnda2 cmtu,mean drma drh..tp bila tnye mmbe2..dorang ckp,dorang xde pon..perghh..ak da cuak..sbb lps smnggu,tgn ak xleh grak..sntuh dkt bruises tuh,sakit doe...ak apa lg..na nangis pn ada...mmbe ak pon suggest,letak ais..biasalah,org degil n mls...bkn reti nk phm bhasa..org tuh ak la..so,xingt lngsung nk ltk..yg ak thu,tnjuk kt org,yg ak tgh skit..hahaha..so,mmbe ak yg brnama puteri td salu je gtaw 'akak,ltak la ais'..ak tnjuk degil ak,tanak2..asal la sengal sgt ak nih..

luckily,ada satu hari,aku vomit n migrain..mmg rsa cam dua dh berakhir..ceit,podah..so,apply g spital...once pegi,rsa da xnk pegi..siyes,MA dia cam hape...klu MO xpe jgk,nih xpdn ngn MA..brlgk gila..rsa nk cepuk jer..ada ke ptot...xgtaw ak kena amek no..pstu,bila ak tnye bila,dia wat dunno..thu la ak xlawa...kw jer yg hnsem yer whai abg MA..rsa nk mnth..luckily,ada nurse yg comel lote tgur..n suh amek nombor..nseb bek tme tuh ak nk mnth...klu x,da lma ak mnth ats MA tuh...dh la wat muka toya...

tp pling xleh blah,bila lps amek no tuh,ak g tnds..n akbat trlalu nk vomit,xpasan simbol men dkt dpn toilet..T_______T..ptotla tnds kotor...ak kuar tros kna sergah ngn sorang pacik nih..nseb bek dia br sparuh jln..malu wooo...kluar dr toilet tuh..tros realise yg org duk tgk ak kuar..waaaaaaaaaaa...malu..T_________T

n,bruised swollen kot..n besar gler bruised tuh...ada org gtaw ak,sbb pressure tnggi sgt tme drah na kuar,blood vessel ak dkt skitar bruised tuh pecah...dats yg drah xleh na kuar..so,jdlah blood clotting..itu jer yg ak phm..entah btol entah idok..ah,lntkla,yg pnting,skarang da recover n msa jmpa MA,another one k,dia ckp ak ada gastrik n lbam tuh ltak ais jer..ceit..perli ak ke hape..silap ai bln ak saman jgk hspital tuh...da r nurse gns giler tme ccuk...

luckily,skit da kurang...tp lbam kaler biru tua still ada..wtv la..yg pnting..serik nk drma klu ad nurse ganas cmtu..ish2...k

assalamualaikum..

addicted food

assalamualaikum
aku suka susu...sehari xmnum siyes rsa mcm xtenang hidup..
gila ke hape..ceit...bkn la,tp favourite ak taw...siyes..mcm la korang xpernah ada favourite one...ak klu ada kerang,knpem abes satu kg n smbal belacan..pergh..mnangis..mwaha...biasalah..dh lama x wat sengal..well..k fine..nk g msk dh..babai..org msk pkul 12..ak br nk msk..bkn msk tuk lunch la...lunch da lma siap..amcm..hebat x ak..msk tuk ak..skang tgh kntrol mkn...tp yg pling pnting..susu msti ada..yeah..

Sunday, October 2, 2011

raya 2011






yeay..at last,raya 2011 dh bes..syawal dh pegi..sob4..org len sambut syawal smpai akhr bulan..tp ak..sob4..smbut msa final..ceitt..podah..mcm xpenah raya kan...biasalah,bdk baik..erk..xde kaitan..k la..just nk tnjuk more bout gmbr raya..malu la plk..i cntik sgt..uwek2...k fine..wtv...

Thursday, September 15, 2011

kestabilan hormon

assalamualaikum...dh lama xhupdate blog..siyes xde mood..yela,mcm la ak nih blogger siyes..porah..pdhl blog suka2 jer..haha..ouh,btw,2 mnggu lg nk final tp stdy mcm hampeh..nk sepak rsa ak nih...apa pon xredy..duk stdy,xleh duk diam..luckily,result leh A...klu x,mmg nahas kena ngn mama n abah ak...ish2...xde la smpai mcm tuh...hehe...ok,skarang hormon xstabil sbb tgh tkot nk final..2 mnggu lg or 9 hari lg woo..ish2..come on tqah..u nd to score..medic beb..ouh reader ku yg chomel...doa kat ak taw..tkot wooo...mcm nk g berperang..eh,op kos la...msa dpn ak kot..msa dpn,tp stll duk on9..gedik pnyer pmpuan..mwahhahaa...watever...k la..nk chow..doa kt ak eak..zzz...berdebar wooo...arghhh...Ya Allah,smoga kau permudahkan urusanku..^^

Friday, September 2, 2011






pergh...update gmbr raya..btw..slamat hari raya my lovely follower..:)

Monday, August 22, 2011

nawaitu

assalamualaikum
salam lailatulqadar readers..
emm...xthu la sejak dua mnjak nih rsa sakit hati sgt2
mngkin Allah nk uji...byk mslh yg dtg...family n etc...unexpected yg niat aku baik nk bntu,tp dia slh erti..dia ckp ak syok kt dia...Ya Allah,demi Allah,klu sape2 yg btul2 knal ak,dia akn thu mcmn ak lyn org yg really nd my help...aku tlg n bg yg trbaik so that he wont feel bad,tp apa yg ak dpt...bila ak wat baik tuk bntu dia overcome the probs,dia kta aku baik ada mkna..even dia pnyer parents says something yg mcm kata ak syok kt dia..ouh,come on la..pliz be open minded..xbrmkna ak tlg n buat baik,i like you...yes i do..but as a friend of mine..i do care of everyone that are around me..so what??prlu ke bgthu yg aku mcm desperate..haih..tlg la..i know who am i...tell me to keep it but then,it spreads out...hey,is this a promise...tlg la...dont make me hate u...if i stick to a title of friend,then we are friend..even our parent try to get us together pon,i will think multiple2 taw tak..coz wat??im still stdying..n im not interested to build any relationship..pliz la...haih...i was shocked ok with ur current behaviour...dont make it complicated...next,sory for disturb and bother in ur probs..just want to help out,but the feedback ive got was an embarassment made by you..nih la org ckp,klu nk buat baik berpada2..haih...k la..tq for being my fren..i do apprreciate it...well,no one perfect rite..so do i...i wont bother n will think whether want to remove u or not...k..take it easy..sorry,once a person tried to break his or her promise with me,he wont get my trust anymore..k..till then,assalamualaikum n nyte..

Saturday, July 30, 2011

i want my body back

assalamualaikum..sob3...nk body lama blik...arghh..siyes bdn naek 4 kg..argghhh..xgna ak diet 6 bln just to lose 10 kg lps spm..tup2,dh naek 5 kg..1 kg msa lps foundy stdy aritu..arghh...see,itulah klu dh food lust still never invade...pergh..knape leh naek,sbb duk k.nerang mkn mmg x tgk blakang...masa amek nasi,pakat msuk jer...xsmpt nk bilang brape serpih..so,apa lg...sengal satu badan sbb berat naik.....arghh..n yg pling grammmmmmmmmmmmmm,xsmpt nk joging...haih...balik klate,kna mrh ngn mama...dia suh stop mkn nasi n kurangkan 10 kg lg...mmg ak nk la kan...ak rsa,pose nih makin gemok adalah..yelah,nengok mknn..cam best kalah makyam pekan msk...uwaaaaaaaaaaaa....tlg2...cmne nk krus nih...xmkn,kang lapo,pengsan,xleh blaja..cett..alasan cam penampo...well,doa kan ak,agar dpt krus n on the same time,llus test 2 n quiz...pergh..cuak gler...=.=''..k..dh xleh on9 salu...sbb tenet kt sana mmg cam siput...so,dkt raya br gua gerakkan blog nih...lntak la nk jd berhantu pon...^___^
k..bye..salam

Thursday, July 28, 2011

bday mama is tomorrow







ayat mcm keling..hahhaa..nway,supposed to be 52nd kan?hahaha..trok btul english ak nih...

geram

assalamualaikum
sbnrnya tgh geram n bengang..ak pntg la org yg suka mnympah2..mean slalu sbut bnda like alat sulit,then ada s*** la...f***...n etc...anyway,klu rsa ak rude,xyah nk hipokrit k..just ttup je blog nih...cuma nk bgthu ketidakpuasan hati ak...geram gler2...ak xphm la..apa yg korang dpt klu duk sumpah2 bnda2 cmni..cubalah bwk mengucap ke...zikir..porah,mmsti nk kata ak bajet...mmg ak bajet sbb ak pling bnci org yg suka sumpah2 n ckp2 bnda2 kotor...xpuas aty,ckp bnda tuh,geram ke,ckp bnda tuh...mcm org xde iman..wei,come on la...act like org islam..klu xmmpu nk perform sbb org islam yg baik,at least,watch ur mouth...diri dh besar n dh thu menilai mn yg bek n bruk..xkan bnda mcm nih pon nk kna pksa g kls agama blik...bila org tgur,kata xcool la,xopen la..kepala hentuk ko...aku gigit gak..ingt sodap sgt ke duk sbut bnda2 cmtu...dari duk tmbh timbangan dosa,bek la g tmbah timbangan pahala...at least bila kita mengucap,dpt gak pahala berganda2 lagi..nih,pegi tmbh bonus nk g neraka...itu bkn dosa kecik dh wei..bila ak tgk blik...ak assume only yg kurang manner jer akn sbut bnda jijik n ridiculous tuh..tp ada lg yg msih kolot...still follow the barat's life...haih...nama islam,ic tulis islam,tp diri mak aih..kalah encik muhamad bin saleh....pfftttt...ak x phm la org mlayu skung...pemakaian pon,ish2,klh makcik kt pasar...ngn laki nyer,ngn pmpuannyer...haih..knpem ak kna fire bila tgur cmni...lntklah..ak cuma nk gtaw apa yg ak nmpk n hrp2 Allah bukakan hati dorang2 nih...ak sndri pn rsa ak xleh nk tgur bab2 mcm nih..sbb msti isu snsitif..tp ak cuma nk korng apply agama islam bkn skadar hnya pd nm dan agama...tp amal apa yg dilakukan...xssh nk ttup aurat kn??x ssh nk sbut bnda baik kan??xssh nk jg batas kan???aih...ak pon x perfect,tp ak tgur sbb sakit mata n tlinga duk dgr org bebel psl sesetengah sikap org islam kt malaysia...aku wakil sesetengah org...brubah demi kebaikan dri...if u change slowly,u will feel the calmness...perghh...mcm keling ayat ak...ok la...geram ak pon dh ok sket...pfft...see,sbnrnya duk gram dgn org yg suka sumpah2 nih tp g msuk bab lain plk..anyway,bab ttup aurat tuh,ak sndri truk dlm berpakaian tp ak sdg cuba mmperbaiki..alhamdulillah,bila duk dkt k.nerang,the attire had change...u can also do it..dun wori k...just do it slowly...

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

A happy moment with them.

Assalamualaikum…sedar xsedar it’s almost 2 month ive been to kuala nerang..i feel like im younger than my age..hehehe…well,I enjoy stayed there…all students treated me just like their age..but still they called me kak iqa…emm…well,seriously..i love to be with them..with their encouragement and lecturer’s effort to help us…what a great thing…it is useful and feel really grateful for the second chances given..but before this,im a lil bit down..my result in other subject except bio,a lil bit down n under my expectation..i have to brush them up and give a lot of efforts instead of stdying useless things rite…haih..im too absorbed to go out from there..i didn’t see any opportunity until my application to enter uitm to pursue my degree in education study was not approved…but I was given a courses that was under upsi and surprisingly the course was in an open market …that means,my possibility to get a job is so low…haih…I feel so down and I cried a lot..luckily,its just a temporary one coz there were some people who kept encouraged me which were my parent,siblings and my younger- one- year friends…They really helped me a lot…they give everything…they explained about how lucky I am coz I got a second chances to start my foundy back…Alhamdulillah,I realize and deep in my heart,I should feel great and bersyukur kan??…and from that on,Im promise that,I wont give up..i will make mama and abah happy and give them something big..
Since ive been to k.nerang,life just like school instead of college real life..there’s no playing time and a lot of homework given by every lecturers in every subject..somehow,I think I wanna surrender but when I saw my friends sincerely and doesn’t sigh for the works..i thinks,I got to do the same…be strong and be wise to myself..before this,I learn on something just to pass my examination,so you do right??tell me if I was mistaken..but now,I study and learn something to become more understand instead of study just for examination..coz understand are more reliable than study for exam rite..thankful to my buddies,puteri,matun,naja,dilah,sikin and the rest who kept encourage me…labiu la bebeh2…
if I can fulfil my desire to become a doctor,I will never look back..i will throw away my past life with everyone who successfully ruined me during foundation stdy at uitm..i should become more aware and stop playing around…alhamdulillah,I started to rely myself more to Allah, and parent..and stop playing with satan’s love…same goes to you guys…if you wish to stay away from him in ur heart,he will keep it…so,please aware on everything u have done…keep asking him around and never stop doing doa and ask for his bless…lets start our new life with something fresh and more bless by him…
Ok la friends..tq for reading my merapu and really broken English…haha....since ive been so busy to speed up my study,I’ve got no choice unless kept silence for a year maybe..so,if u miss me…do leave a comment or message through my inbox in fb or email.ecewah,mcm eden mau poie berporang plok..aiyoyo…nway,.insyaAllah,I will reply as soon as possible..do keep in touch..sayonara,assalamualaikum… T_____________T

Thursday, June 30, 2011

keikhlasan

alhamdulillah...ujian selaras satu dh settle...
ak harap berbaloi dgn usaha ak...
tq kwn2 yg mrngkap adik muda setahun yg byk mmbntu ak
xsngka ak duk sni,byk yg ak dpt blaja...dan yg pling pnting
kekuatan yg dlu kurang dlm diri ak,kembali bernyawa penuh..
ak rasa xsesak dan selesa ketika blaja kt sni...
dan yg paling2 pnting...aku rasa dekat sgt2 dgn Allah...
mngkn dlu aku kurang bc al-quran dan mengamalkan ayat2 suci alquran
ak lbih pntingkan hal duniawi berbanding akhirati..
tp kt sni..alhamdulillah..smuanya terjaga..pembacaan surah al-mulk dan mcm2 lg..yg dianjurkan dgn rela hati oleh plaja2 sndri...tazkirah yang sgt2 berbaloi dan berguna..
xsngka,plajarnya matang dan bijak mmberi pendapat.. doo
aku kdg2 malu la jgk,sbb ak dtg mcm ada serpihan lumpur kt bdn ak..tp alhamdulillah
smua kwn2 ak,mmberi dorongan..
n yg pling byk bg dorongan adalah mama,abah dan adik beradik...saranghae syg2 ku..
insyaAllah,ak akn brubah dari masa ke semasa..xkan mmpu brubah scara drastik..tp
ak skarang cuba utk bertatih...^__________^

Monday, May 30, 2011

unfortunate incident..T_T

Assalamualaikum
Someone asked me to write up my entry in English..well,Im gonna make this entry as a special version..euwww…haha….he told me that I was too obvious always using my malay n klntan words..he challenged me,to write my entry in english…omaigucci…what do u think bout my English???i was shocked n cant take out my single word…but,I am not a person who cant fulfil other’s wish rite..im a good girl…euuww…

n im going to tell u guys bout the incident happen to me last week..hehe..n i kept it a secret since i dont wanna reveal the things up..

Well,im not taken aback when someone called me n asked me to leave her boyfren..Allahuakbar,whats wrong with these girls nowadays..i didn’t even know ur man n now,u waste all ur credit up just to give a call to a bitch that so called by u to me…haih..u called me n for the first time,I was laughing a lot coz I never met a person like u stupid girl..u called me n without hesitation shouting angrily towards my cutie ears…are u a damnmoore…im going to puke up when I listen to ur voice…u call me bitch coz I was trying to capture ur boyfiie..euww again..n when I ask u who the hell were ur boyfie..n guest what fren,I didn’t even know him..even his number were not in my contact..how come those things happen???im not desperate k..keep it in ur mind…she is too much…I was like,oh,are u trying to fool around..and she told me,stop pretending b***..

Haih..this girl was too much..n I cant stand..n u know what??i tell her again..are sure that this number belongs to u that make u shouting n spouts like crazy bastard???she yelled again n said something unacceptable…I was yelling back to her..am I a bitch like her…she was like,stop pretending bitch girl..u are a pervert n seducer..how come my boyfie fall for u..even u are like a prostitute…astaghfirullahalzim..again,my anger still in medium level..coz,im not into ur boyfie k girl..n suddenly,she called my name n said in klate version

“nm mg mekna kea??xsoh duk koya juruh la tino???mg ingt mg tuh baik sgt ko??serow debe nga sedak ko rmpas gewe ore??baso tino gilo…B*** la mg nih…koya come,pdhl muko po t***..nate apo..”

this is in kl version:

“nm ko na kan??xpyh nk tnjuk baik la betina??ko ingt ko tuh baik sgt ker???rsa berani dgn best ker bila ko rmps pakwe aku???mmg dasar betina gila…B*** la ko nih…prasan lawa,pdhl muka cam T***..”

Ok..did u see the words???is it harsh or cutie words???if she was standing in front of me,im going to slap her n smile..while saying,are u enough babe???can I ask u again..who the hell was ur boyfie…I dun even know him..

N well,im not a girl who easily sentap…I was laughing n keep laughing k…I told her that can u call my name again..can u see the name she called me…well,to be truth..my name is wan nur atiqah bt wan muhamad sabri..did u see any words from my name rely to NA….people currently called me tiqah or my ex called me iqa..n how come,NA is going to be there..n that’s the reason,why I kept laughing..

Well,she was astonished for the fact bout myself..im telling her bout my nme..my background..my education n also,my availability or in other words,my STATUS..n sorry k little girl..haha..i told her that im a married woman..i am 30 years old n I have 3 children…haha..im trying to pull a prank on her,since she called me like uneducated girl…she kept provoke my words n tell me bout the lie I try to play..haha..n asked me to get rid of her boyfie,or else,something will going to be happen..adoii…n I told her,I am a mother of a 3 children..n im not even interested with other man,including her boyfie..instead,I didn’t even know him rite…
N suddenly,she’s cry like a baby..n asked for a forgiveness from me…haha…whats wrong with the girl..n I forgive her easily coz no need to keep something like this rite..she told me bout her boyfie n he asked for a break up..n she told me,a presence of third person called NA,that make her boyfie asked for break up…

Well,the day after I got the called from her,she send a text to me..n told me that,she was wrong bout the person named NA…she is his boyfie little sister..they called each other syg coz he love his sister so much..haih..n currently,the number she called me was exactly wrong number..n she kept asked for my forgiveness for the so called bitch n etc…I was smilng n currently didn’t take it serious coz I knew my number always being a victim..haih..n the things went smoothly as I got another call from unknown number…ignore it are the best way rite..what should i do to prevent this things...haih..

n mr xx called me n I told him bout the incident n asked him to review this blog to know everything,n hopefully,u read it k..n did my English is worse??ok fine…like a upsr rite??haha…n also,my mission is accomplish since I write this up in english..nway,HE is my fren k..not more or less..im adapt to be single…mwahahahha…so,mr xx,im going to redeem the GIFT..hehehe..wait k..

Thursday, May 26, 2011

demam nora elena









assalamualaikum...hehe..penah nengok idok citer nih???ala,yg men pkul 7 mlm smpai 8 mlm kt tv3...hehe..ak nih bknnye jenis yg lyn tv..tp ak jnis lyn novel cinta2..hik3..ada ak kesoh...ak lyn pon sbb sje nk jiwang...so,bila nengok citer nih,ak tiba2 rsa citer nih mcm citer satu novel yg ak pnah bc n godek punyer godek..rupenya novel cinta yang suci..doesnt matter la bila ak tgk mcm tngkap muat jer..tp best gler woo..bg sape2 yg mmg mnat citer cnta..hah nih la citer yg ak syorkan..ikt korang la nk ckp ak jiwang sorang2 ke hape yg pnting ak skong citer mlayu yg mcm gni ditayangkan..mmg mntap la wei..sbb plakon dia cun n hensem..tuh la sbb org mkin rmai nk nengok...mcm citer adamaya gak la kan...tp citer tuh ak xmnat sgt sbb jln citer yg ntah pape..klu yg camni best sgt2...tabik la dkt plakon dia siti saleha yg mrupakan adik sam bunkface...ce teka umor dia bape..21 thun tp matured kan2..haha..dh la bwk watak mmg tuk org umo 25 above..thats y org xnmpk dia muda lg..tp ak suka gler ngn citer nih..slalu je miss..haha...xde la.byk part best kot..ak suka seth tan a.k.a aaron aziz yg prangai lawak n romantik..mmg nk cari laki yg ada perwatakan gni la..hahaha..gila sengal..mebi ada yg tgk citer nih...well,compare ngn citer omptih,bek ak lyn citer mlayu..hahahha..

citer nih ada 24 epsd..tp skang br maen 9 epsd...try r tgk bg sape2 yg blum tgk..sbb citer blum smpai kmncak lg..tp mmg sgt2 pdn la siti saleha n aaron..aaron la sweet gler.hehe...nk thu psl citer nih,

Diadaptasi longgar dari salah satu novel popular terbitan Karangkraf – Kasih Yang Suci (penulis : Meen Zulaikha) yang mengisahkan tentang perjalanan hidup NORA ELENA yang dihantui pengalaman pahit akibat dirogol 10 tahun yang lalu...
Lakonan hebat Aaron Aziz, Siti Saleha, Wan Sharmila, Zul Ariffin, Erry Putra dan Puteri Fateen setiap hari Isnin hingga Khamis jam 7.00malam di TV3 =]

nih plak plot citer dia
Nora Elena (Siti Saleha) ialah kisah seorang wanita yang telah diperkosa semasa dia berusia 15 tahun. Walaupun sukar untuk melupakan insiden hitam tersebut, kini beliau selesa menjalankan kehidupannya seperti normal dan bakal mengahwini Idham (Zul Ariffin). Namun, keadaan mula berubah setelah bertemu Seth Tan (Aaron Aziz).

Idham bercadang untuk membatalkan majlis perkahwinannya dengan Nora Elena setelah menerima satu panggilan misteri yang menceritakan perihal Nora Elena yang bukan lagi seorang perawan. Seth Tan pula menawarkan dirinya menjadi Pak Sanggup menggantikan tempat Idham di dalam majlis perkahwinan tersebut kerana masa semakin suntuk.

Konflik yang lebih mendebarkan berlaku setelah Nora Elena dan Seth Tan berkahwin. Nora Elena mendapat tahu Seth ini rupanya lelaki yang telah menodainya 10 tahun lalu. Malangnya Nora ketika itu sedang mengandung anak Seth.

Dapatkah Nora menerima dan memaafkan Seth yang sudah insaf dengan perbuatan silamnya? Apakah motif Seth mengahwini Nora? (read less)


nk thu ending dia..heheh...suspend kot..even ak thu,mls r nk gtaw..x best plk..so,hape lg...jum layan nora elena

interview pendidikan upu

assalamualaikum sumer
sbnrya rmai duk tnye ak cmne ngn intrview klmarin 25 mei..hehe..korang rsa cmne???thun lps ak pnah pegi intrview mara,pstu 2bln lps,ak br lps intrview ipg..so,rmai ckp ak leh jwb tme intrview nih..ok la..xde la neves cam dlu..yela,ipg ada grouping intrview..cam nk mati jer bila ak kna gado2 ngn bdk2 kecik..yela,ak 19,dorang 18..mksdnya ak dh besar pnjg..ok.fine proceed..

ak dpt intrview utk kos sains dan matematik open market UPSI n pendidikan biologi uitm..mmndangkan ak bekas pljar asasi uitm,mmg kna trok la msa intrview..hik2..
well,prjlnn ak brmula bila,ak tba2 xde full transkrip result..mmg habes la ak..nseb bek dekan uitm hado..klu xmmg naya la ak...yela,full result klu xde,mebi mrkah kena ptong KOT..xthu la sgt..hehe...msa tuh intrview pkul 2 n ak br dpt full transkript pkul 12.30..ape lg..tros brkjr pegi CC n print..sbb printer umah wat HAL...lps tuh lari2..ok tipu..ak g print dkt dgn UMK..ak intrview kt UMK,sbb ak org klate..^^..ok,ayah ak antar suh print lu,pstu,ak pnyer la tnggu..sbb dia g smayang dkt masjid..so,lps print tros tnggu luar sbb time tuh dh tnjuk pkul 1.30...aduh gi mana nih...ak udah glabah..=.=''..dh la fon dua2 tnggl dlm kete..ak tnggu smpai 1.45 ayah ak..wpon UMK duk blakang jer,tp ak xthu nk jln n msuk nk refer sape..at least ada ayah ak,leh la jgk guide..hehe..

aku,pon trnmpk tepon public..ok,aku pon pegi..nseb bek ingt no bapak ak..T_T..klu x..mmg ak dh nanges..(pondan betul)..lps tuh,ak pon kol,n dia pon tros dtg amek..ak smpai tuh,tros cari dwan kliah yg ptot ak pegi..n smpai,ak tros lapor dri..n ak adlh peserta yg trakhir iaitu yg ke-12..adeh..mmg ak xsuka la jd org last..lps tuh ada la yg in charge bhgian front table,dia pnggil sape yg volunteer nk msuk dlu..aku hape lg..tros angkat tgn n mluru...dpt candidates no 2...advantage bila jd candidates yg awl nih adlh kita dpt abes awl n soalan yg ditanya pon xde la byk sgt n dia lebih ada mood sbb kita kan yg first,so dia pon leh lyn n be good with us..

lps isi borng or check borang n checklist given by them,i was told by the front desk person,to check in myself into the interviewer room..OMJ..sape kata ak xtkot..sepak kang.tp xde la setakot intrview IPG...first msuk proper..klu pkai yg ksut brbyni,never walk with sound of shoes..always smile beyonf ur way..klu xde pntu,korang ktuk la apa yg ptot..itu mnunjukkan manner kita..i mean,ak msuk,ktuk dinding dia..hik2..bangang betol kan..haha..lps tuh,ak jnis prepared everything..i brought all the certificates n the copy..just in case k..dun wori k..xbwk pon xpe..mklum la,penangn ipg,xabes lg..T_T..

lps bg all files n copies,intrviewer suh dri dpn dia n wat ujian warna...nseb bek la ak normal..xsmpai seminit,settle..dia pon suh dduk..ok..yg intrviewer ujung tros tnye soklan..ak br jer nk dduk..adeh..dh la tlinga ak cam br jer korek tp kurang pndgrn..mmg nahas la ak time tuh...tp ak wat slamba..sbb ak mls nk ckp pardon me sir..so,last word dia tuh ak dgr prknlkan dri anda,tp sblm tuh ada lg..tp hntam jela..nih satu lg ak mntk,klu korang xdgr,bttr korang tnye blik..jgn jd cam ak..mcm xmnjwb soklan..tuh yg ak xbrape nk cnfident time jwb...tp bila ak stat ckp,tgn ak pon mula brgrk..intrviewer tuh gelak kot..sbb ak mcm pncrmah..T_T..adeh..ade ke ptot..

the same intrviewer,dia tnye psl mcmn nk jdikan subjek math itu lbih mnarik n spaya plajar lebih trtarik..ak pon ckp la kesemua yg brmain kt otak ak..hehehe..then,proceed ngn intrviewer yg second yg sebok duk nanye ak dlm english..aku hape lg..speaking mmg tnggang langgang..tp nseb bek la apa yg ak blaja kt oxford dlu,leh pkai..so,xbrdbr lngsung..dia tnye satu,ak jwb soploh..mmg dia duk angguk n ak nmpk dia nk ckp lg tp aku smbung lg..dia snyum..jaat x ak..haha.saja,ak nk tnjuk skil english ak yg mmg hancus..tp xde la trgagap..sbb kita kna yakin k..

last skali dia pon tnye,ekau thu ko idok yg kos ekau nih open market??adeh..pang!!!!!!!!...ak tmpr dri ak dlm aty..kan dh trkena..ak pon ckp la..yer sy thu tuan..tp sy nk mntk tuan bg sy plihan kedua sbb sy mrupakan ank uitm dan sy digalakkan mngmbil jrusan dari uitm..adeh..tpu jer..ak ckp ak xthu open market nih kluar xleh posting..so,ak ckp,sy nk mntk jasa baik tuan agar mmberi sy plihan kos kedua..sbb sy mnat sgt2 biologi..dasar penipu btul kan ak..hahaha..xde la..tp klu bnding ngn math tuh,ak mmg like biologi lg..sbb ak kan dh xdpt wat medic..so,replacement dia bio la..so,klu xdpt medic,jd ckgu bio pon ok hape..kan3..ok la kwn2,lps jer ak settle jwb tuh..dia ckp ok,trima kasih..ak pon men desak dia ada apa lg ke tuan..dia ckp no,thanks..mmndangkan ak tgh pkak,ak pegi tnye skali lg..mmg dia gelak..so,ak dh phm..dia suh ak brmbus..huk3..=.=''....ok,lps kluar,ak g pjabat dekan umk...hehe..kwn ayah ak..dia duk cter la psl intrview nih...biasanya,80% dpt kot..hehe..so,jgn cnfident sgt bg pmpuan sbb cmpetition..wtv la korang..ak dh settle,so,no worries..hik2..tipu la..ak rsau lg kot,tkot xdpt..sbb smua jwpn ak cam xleh blah jer..T_T..xpe la..as long as ak mnjwb soalan..

nway,good luck for ur incoming intrview..yg pnting,sblm masuk bc bismillah byk2..sblm mulakan prckpn,bc bismillah n bg slm...dun wori..jgn nebes k...korang leh wat klu korang ykin..ala,ak msuk dlm setengah jam jer..tuh pon lbih sbb ak ckp byk..=.=''...dorang plk duk men angguk2..ado plk cmtu..yg pnting kesungguhan kita dlm bdang prguruan..never lose before u try bebeh..ur outfit also plays a role k..n also,sdiakan bhn tuk mngjar,mcm ak,xkena sbb ak byk sgt duk ckp n jwb soklan dia..so,dia cam kena halau BUDAK mulut byk nih cpt2..hahaha..so,buatlah mcm tuh..hik2..tp jgn la syap k..^^..tq for reading..

Monday, May 23, 2011

mari mlawat klate!!!

Kelantan??apa ada kt sni..haha…rmai expect klate xde pape..yg femes psr siti khadijah je kan2..yg len2,xyah ckp la…xde pape…kan2..nih expectation dri org luar k..bkn aku..sbg sorang yg bkn lahir di klate tp ank jati klate,ak nk ckp,jgn ingt,disbbkan klate xde tmpt nengok wayang,water themepark,klate xbest..woot2..jgn ckp gtu k..bg aku,klate nih unik k..meh ambo nk crito…nk suh ak ckp bhase klate or luar…hehe..ok2..ak ckp luar..kang ada yg trnganga xphm..kan4..

1.tmpt shopping
Pasar siti khadijah
Seperti yg korang thu..pasar nih mmg femes satu msia sbb dia jual kain like printed kain,kain batik,kain cotton n etc.,mknn tradisional klate like budu,keropok,sambal daging n etc…meh aku crite detail,ground floor dia ada byk section..tgh,tepi n luar…hehe..luar biasanya dia jual kuih2,mknn yg siap dbngkus..tepi,jual mknn laut mentah spt ikan,sotong,udang n etc…mknn basah la kiranya…disamping tuh korang leh jgk nmpk dkt luar2 tuh ada jgk dorang jual keris mean brg2 lama la…dkt tgh lak,dorang jual mknn sayur2 …
2nd floor plak,demo jual mknn kering like sambal daging tuh,keropok,budu n etc..nih klu korang nk murah2,meh bli kt sni la..tp syaratnya,kena ada sorang org klate yg guide korang,klu x,knpem kna tpu..klu nk suh aku bwk,aku sdia mmbawa korang..sbb ak mmg pndai negotiate ngn org..xcaya??tnye mmbe2 ak yg prnh dtg klate..haha…=.=’’
3rd floor,dorang jual kain2 yg mcm2 jenis tp specially batik la..klu nk bli brg hntran pon ada..murah2 lg..tp spt aku ckp,kna ada org klate yg follow,klu x,dorang akn knakan high note of money la..haritu,ak bwk mmbe aku dri perak g sana n guess wat,dia dpt bli 4 kain psg jenis cotton dgn hrga rm85 dari 150…hik2…kain plak jnis cotton English yg mhal gedabak klu bli dkt kdai2 kain biasa…hoho..so,apa lg,meh2 dtg klate..klu nk bli kain tuk kawen pon ada,tp dkt bzr buluh kubu la..yg tuh spesel tuh brg2 prkhwinan la..bju kawen murah sgala bai..aku tman kwn akak ak dlu,n guest what,dri rege rm300 tuh spasang bju pngntin yg dgn labuci pnuh n renda2 lg,wane lak kaler gold,mmg nmpk more rm300,dia dpt beli dgn rege rm150 jer ..MURAH GILO…hehee..

2.rantau pnjang
Apo yg hado doket rntau pnjng nih jang??ouh,meh teman kabo kt deme2 sumer psl rntau pnjg..klu org peghelis kmpem da taw yg rntau pnjng nih samo jer ngn pdg besar kan3…ala,brg2 siam…murah bangat…hehe…well,skarang nih dak2 pmpuan tgh demam dgn blouse korea..omj,hahaha…bg aku,brg siam n brg korea sejibik sama kot..yela,ak klu tebiat mls nk g dkt rntau pnjng,korng leh borong dkt KB MALL…dkt basement floor..guess what,pnuh satu floor kdai org siam duk jual blouse..dh la design sama jer ngn korea..so,aku rsa,dri korang bli dri korea bgai,baek la bli yg siam nih..murah pon murah,kualiti xsah duk habaq la..baek gler..aku dh bli blouse lps spm 2 thun lps,n kain dia still xrosak or rabak..so,kualiti dia nmpk hebat..mmber2 aku pon ckp,kain dial g best dari korea yg cotton tp nipis..hik3..knpem ak kna hntm klu asyk ktuk korea pnyer brg..tp aku sndri pon pngguna brg korea..tp aku x nafikan both ada pros n cons..tp bg aku,ak lebih suka bli blouse dari org siam..kdg2,aku ckp siam bgai ngn dorang..dorang knpem la xphm..sbb ak merapu..hahaha…tp dkt rntau pnjg nih,mmg multi types la..korang klu x g,mmg rugi..sbb heaven of shopping kot..klu nk bli blouse 6 lai,depend pd jnis2 n design n lawa bagai lagi taw…dpt rm100 kot…murah x?/ouh3…kna pndai2 negotiate k..lgpon,org siam nih ok kot…MESRA mcm ORG KLATE..^^

3.restoran terapung sungai klate
Ok,aku hntam jer sungai klate tuh..tp siyesly,klate ada jgk taw restoren trapung..huhu..apa yg speselnye restoran terapung nih..sbb dia terapung ats airla kan2…hoho..yg bestnya,korang dpt tgk view menarik la..lgpon,lps mkn,korang leh nek bot,pegi sberang kmpung laut,tumpat..nk tgk kuil budha tdo kt sana ada…ak sndri pon xpnh pegi…lgpon,korang nek bot rm1 jer kot..tp aku cdg,klu nk nek bot,nek jela,pstu pusing blik k..haha..sbb klu nk g kt kuil tuh,korang bttr g nek kete la..br ada feel skit..hehehe…n also,kuil tuh bkn org cina pnyer tau,tp org siam punyer…hoho..ada satu prkmpungan siam di tumpat tuh..spesel taw…aku pon br thu..hampeh kan ak..hik3..xpe la..yg pnting ak thu kan3..

4.restoran nasi ulam cikgu istana kota lama klate
Hoho..nasi ulam nih femes kot kat klate..dkt dgn royal guest house,dia duk dikwsn istana kota lama di kota bharu..best wei..klu korang nk try mknn klate like budu yg dimkn dgn ulam2,gulai2 kawah n etc..meh ak bwk dtg sni..murah pon murah…ak slalu mkn sni ngn family la..sbb murah n kenyang..hehe..slalu kna brebut lauk la sbb mknn dia cam trhad..tmpt nk dduk pon kna brebut…tp xkesah yg pnting dpt mkn…^^..tp siyes wei,klu xstg sni mmg rugi…sedap sgt2..lps korang mkn,dia ada jgk jual brg3 cnderahati n monument muzium klate pon ada kt skitar restoran nih.restoran nih unik sbb dia brada di bwh muzium klate…ala,korang mmg kna dtg sndri la..br best wooo…
5.pengkalan kubur
Hoho..nih sama jer dgn rntau pnjng..n klu nk lebih sopim,sopim kt sni la..lbih byk choice..hik4..



6.jeti sungai klate
Nih brada di kwsn rstoran trapung td la..emm..jeti nih br siap..so,xde pape sgt,tp klu view nk amek gmbr tok photographer ok gak..sbb ,leh nmpk jmbtn sultan yahya petra..jmbtn yg mnghubunkn kta bharu dgn tumpat…ak br slesai shooting gmbr dkt jeti nih n hasilnya agk mmuaskan..tp nnti2 la aku tnjuk k sbb photographer aku xsettle lg psl gmbr tuh..

7.taman tengku anis
Act,taman nih xde pape..dia mcm tmn biasa jer..joging,playground n etc…tp dpn tmn nih ada pusat kebudayaan negeri klate…tp mebi bkak akhr thun nih..yg bestnyer,sumer game ada kot..ada skating,ada boling,snuker n etc…klu nk men paintball,g dkt tmn tuh ada dlm tuh jer…nk romance2 ngn pkwe pon leh taw..aku pon ada wat photoshoot jgk kt sni..so,nntikan gmbr aku yg xbest tuh k..^^
8.pantai irama bachok
Ala,nih pntai jer tp lawa la kot..aku mmg jnis suka pntai,xkesah la itam kulit pon,aslkan ak dpt tgk pntai n main ala2 psgn kapel ngn mmbe aku..cam xleh blah kan..haha..tp best siot klu wat photoshoot kt sni wei…hehe..ala,pntai kt laen pon sama jer..tp klu nk kelainan,ala2 pntai di klate,meh la dtg sni k…chalet pon byk kot…nk homestay,hado la sgt2 mek2 abe kakok wei..haha…
9.wakaf che yeh
Ok..kt sni femes sbb dia jual tdung n kain dgn rege borong..buah2 pon murah2..blouse tmptan mmg murah giler..sama jer ngn siam..material pon lawa gler..klu laki nk beli tuk awek2…mmg ak cdg mai beli tdung kt sni la..murah sgt2..aku pon slalu tmn mama ak mai beli dkt ariani..tp tman jer la sbb aku xde duit nk beli ariani brand..aku pegi bli dkt kdai2 sektar,murah skit n kain jnis brkualiti..lgpon,ak mn la de duit nk bli bnda mhl2 tuh…keje pon xlg..ada hat ink pkai bnda2 mhl2..hik2..
Kdai2 mkn2 yg best byk kot kt klate nih..klate pon murah2..hehe…ckp jer nk mkn apa..aku gtaw..tp klu yg plik2 mmg aku sengat la..ak sndri pon da mati ktuk apa lg rstoran best kt klate..ada kdai femes dgn satay,nasi ayam n nasi air yg best2..n etc..^^
Adeh..byk lg act tmpt2 mnarik dkt klate..tp klu korang dtg smata2 nk tgk muzzium,siyes korang pnipu..knpem korang dtg sbb nk tgk tmpt best2 kan..klu muzium,knpem serik kot..sbb each muzium di stiap ngeri,knpem bosyan kan3..tp klu dtg sbb nk borong2 brg2,lai2…kain batik pnuh maa…murah2 plak tuh…no worry la..nk borong blouse,aksesori,bntl peluk,toto narita n etc..adeh..pndek kata mmg klate nih shopping’s heaven..^^..hehe
Ok la..ak rsa stiap ngeri ada byk tmpt2 mnarik..tp klu korang rsa nk tgk bnda2 plik kt klate like budha tdo n etc…lai2..beli brg2 kawen pon leh..tp nk lwn dgn bandung indon tuh mmg xleh la..tp klu ak la,hik2..ak nk beli bju nikah kt klate nih..pstu,bju sanding dkt bndung..sbb murah gilo…tp mslhnya lmbt lg..hik2..tp kt mn2 pon sama jer..ala,korang dtg sni,ak bwk k..
Nk lg ker???meh tgk link nih..lg byk kot tmpt2 best..aku gtaw tmpt2 yg ak taw jer..yg dia nih lg hebat..prmote klate..hehe..caya la bro..nnti klu nk suh ak jd tkang guide korang,roger2 la…leh ak aja bhasa klate sikit2..xyah byk2,bkn leh ckp kt ngeri sndri..hik4..just kdding..apa lg,jum dtg klate..
nih satu lg link yg lebih byk info psl klate shopping klate

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Monday, May 16, 2011

a journey along palam part 1- orintasi

assalamualaikum korang..act aku nk crite prjlnn idop ak di palam slama 8 bulan..mak aih..lama gler klu nk citer satu2..xde la..aku nk citer cmne aku survive..weeeeeeeee...well,korang yg knl ak thu cmne ak hidup.hhahaha...well..permulaaan aku disini bermula dgn sistem orintasi..well,aku xnk citer pnjg2..pictures will tell everything..heeeeee..enjoy the pic k guys..

palam my sweetheart

with pqah...on last day orintasi..pusing2 fakulti..heeeeeee
palam n fakulti from ats bukit...heeeeee

nih time nk nek tngga nk blik kolej..heeeeee

nmpk x..rmai giler stdnt asasi n aku trkojut..hahaha..tp ini cmpur ngn dak engine..

comel x kami..wek..nih la dak jeli yg dpt smbung kt palam..hee

aku n thah..mmg saja nk tnjuk muka lawa..hahaha..*mntah

kami smua..:)
posing smntara tnggu nk dgr cramah..heeeeeeee

suh ani posing..heeeeeeeeeee

kami............:)
slps sesi pndftran :)

ada gaya gengster x???hahaha

wink!!!!!!!!!!!

muka tgh borink dgr ceramah......

adehhhhhhh....baiknye aku..hahhaa

dan kami lggggggg...!!!!!!

meh beli..murah2