la tahzan little boy

Assalamualaikum wbt
Just nak share satu cerita yg mn mnusia yg hidup mewah mcm sy lupa akn kehidupan mnusia yg hidup susah…baru2 nih,sy celebrate result n bukak puasa dengan mama sy je di satu restoran yg agk esklusif bg sy..alhamdulillah,santapan yg sy plih adalah chicken chop special…same goes to mama…while having our dinner,tiba2,kami didatangi sorang budak laki yg sy kira umur br 11 thun tp muka agk keletihan…smbil mmbawa brsama bakul kerepek2 ntuk djual…dgn suara yg sgt2 prlahan,dia tnye dkt sy,akk nk krepek x…mulanya,trkjut sbb tiba2 dtg…suara dia mmg dgr x dgr je..mama time tuh tgh ckp dgn abah on the fon..abh xdpt join sbb outstation…
Budak tuh mmg sgt2 pure pd pndgn sy..sy trkelu sbb muka dia sgt2 kasihan…then,sy angguk n mnta dia bwk bakul tuh dkt lg…sy dan mama tgk setiap jnis krepek smbil brtnyakan hrga,kehidupan dia n byk lg..kami berbual n mama asyk brtnya psl sekolah,ibubapa n byk lg..sgt2 kasihan when he told us,his parent are sick n cant get up…they’re waiting for him,his little brother and his sister at home..he,his little bro n his sister are seeking for money for their own sake…cant u imagine,how pitiful they are??seriously,I wanna cry..tp sy than…sy sgt2 trharu..sbb he just a small kid who should be with other kids,enjoying their life…bkn mngganti ibubapa mncari rezeki,right??mama tnye,da mkn blum..dia geleng…seriously,usually I can read sape yg mnipu..but,he’s not lying to us…his pitiful face really mesmerized us..
Then,sy cpt2 pegi dkt kaunter to pay everythng,and to get rid from showing my tears running out…smpai dkt kaunter..adik budak laki td yg jgk bdk laki dtg dkt kaunter..how did I knew???i saw the little boy bring the bakul along with him…I try to lift it n seriously,heavy..T__T…i dont know what is his intention…tp while paying,I listen to his talk with the makcik tokey,he asked tokey restaurant tu..air teh ais brpe,when the tokey mention rm3..he is so shocked..even me pon trkjut..dgn muka sedih dia tnye makcik tokey tuh,air pling murah ada???air sirap brape??again,the price rm1.80..see,how expensive the drink..then,that aunty tell him to go away…I cant stand and tell her that,im going to pay the drink for that little boy…he look at me n smile…Alhamdulillah,I know I cant help him,but with giving him a little sedekah,my heart is relief..
Lps byr n say something to that little boy..i went to my seat..mama still having a talk with the boy..mama beli byk kerepek2 dia n give him some pocketmoney..we bought a mineral water,air tuh pon mama bg kt bdk laki tuh..he is speechless..sy thu dia agk malu sbb bnda yg dia xmntak,kta bg kan…his heart is so pure…I can see a little tears…then,he continuosly thanking us…mama angguk n me too…^__^..Alhamdulillah,wpon kami x dpt bntu ubah hdup dia,at least,we still can give our supportive n a little donation to lighten their burden,right??seriously,I feel so horrible..knape??
Org susah,nk dpt rm10 sehari pon sgt2 susah..tp sy???rm10 mcm air mengalir..hilang lesap dlm sehari..Ya Allah,I feel so bad…dlu I used to eat at exclusive restaurant la,mkn dkt fastfood restaurant la n any restaurant yg agk mhal..i don’t mind smua tuh sbb bg I,I can afford it..but the money bkn dr ttik pluh sy..tp directly from mama n abah n any other funder...sy hidup mewah sbb sy thu sy bleh rely dkt mama n abah..sy pntg dri..kdg2,trlalu ikt nafsu,smpai xtrpiki,rmai gler org susah yg xdpt mkn or mkan skali shari je..tp sy,sy kdg2 bzirkan mknn cmtu je…Ya Allah,kdg2 bnda kcik cmni Allah nk tnjuk n ingtkan kita ttg ada lg org yg kbuluran dkt Somalia,afganistan,n negara2 perang even in Malaysia…just we are not too concern bout them rite..come on guys,stop dreaming n don’t tell me the money is yours…smua bnda2 kt dunia nih pnjman Allah smata2,…even ilmu,amal kebajikan,Allah yg pnye…
Kdg2 kita trlalu riak dgn sgala bnda kita anggp remeh n mudah..tp kita xthu,bnda yg kita anggp remeh mudah tuh la org susah salu nmpk…kita abaikan org susah demi kpntgn kita..tp Allah maha Adil n Maha Besar,dia trunkan kita dugaan hidup..tp sekecil dugaan hidup,xmmpu mnandingi dugaan yg Nabi kita prnah lalui dlu..kita xreti nk bersyukur dgn sgala yg Allah bg..kita plih tuk mngeluh,bukan nak berubah..do u think u are good enough??result rendah??kita slhkan tkdr…duit habis,br reti nk brjmt,bkn di awal duit byk br na brjmt…bila dri xmmpu nk hadapi hdup,kita slhkan skelilng n tkdr..prnh x dlm kehdupan hari2 kita,kita brsyukur kepada Allah..kita nih mnusia yg btul2 hina klu xreti nk bersyukur walau sehari dlm hdup kita..kita jgn jd buta,bodoh n tuli..kta thu slh kita tp kta butakan…kita thu Allah bg dugaan tok thu kesetiaan n kesungguhan kita mnyayangi Allah tp kita bodohkan diri kita..kita tuli bila Allah mntk kita ikt prnth dia..
Really touched when I see a little boy or any other kids yg snggp kluar mlm,tlg ibu pegi jual mknn or anything tok ringankan beban..korang xtrpiki ker???if we are in their shoes,adkh kita akn buat cmtu??adkh kta akn tlg parent kita??its lucky to have parent yg brgaji tnggi n mmpu tnggung kita…tp klu yg brgaji rndah n even cant afford our school??apa yg korang nk wat???tlg la,we live in a life yg serba ada,tp cuba kita ingt blik,jasa2 ibubapa kita dkt kta n apa yg kita bls kt dorang???did u pay it by giving them ur money..yes u did tp bila dh keje n do u realize x,what kind of work yg korang bleh dpt If u by urself xnk ubah dri n khdupan…what I mean is,stop playing around n focus for ur future…study kdg2 agk pnt tp ingt jasa2 ibubapa kita yg lg pnt cari duit tok kita just to afford our stdy..so,do u think,u are good enough???think again…the perfect only for Allah n Nabi Muhammad SAW…we’re not perfect…we are trying to be perfect..
As for ending,it is so terrific if we just look and dont do anything..so,lets raise our own iman n become more alert towards our sins…ecewah..ok la,sori for mix n broken English..sy thu,sy mcm mrosakkan bhasa,but like I care..hehehe…k bye n assalamualaikum…