annoying

haih...knape la dgn aku nih..sjak dua menjak nih suka seksa dri aku..nanges x brenti...asyik piki bnda sama...wth with me huh...klu aku thu bnda nih end up like this,i wont involved in it anymore..stupid btul...skrang bru nk nyesal...come on la tqah..byk lg masa...knape la dlu aku x sdar...knape br skarang nk mnyesal dgn bnda yg dh brlaku...sedih bila ada org x appreciate kita kan2...aku kecewa sgt2...lps tuh dipksa plak buat course yg aku x mnat...come on la...aku bkn budak kecik..aku thu apa yg trbaik..knape nk pksa2 aku...klu aku ckp aku xnk,aku xnk la...mmg la nk cari keje nih ssh skarang tp with a lot of effort...insyaAllah x ssah..tlg la prcaya yg aku mmpu buat...im not a small kid anymore..aku diajar utk mnjd lbih matang seawal usia 13 thun...ive independent enough..mmg,aku ank pling degil n keras kepala..tp aku xprnah mlawan sape2...hnya Allah yg thu btapa aku trtekan hidup mcm ni...i need freedom...pliz..for once...aku letih la...dh r Dia wat aku cmni..pstu yg tuh plak wat aku cmni..knape la prlu facing bnda ngarut nih...hmm...tlg...i nd to know my future...